Archive of a Life

Lebaran, oh, lebaran...

2010-09-17T22:32:00.001+07:00

Lebaran tahun ini mungkin adalah lebaran yang paling mendidik. Lebaran yang membuka mata saya lebih lebar akan kebesaran Allah. Lebaran yang paling morbid, if you will…

Lebaran tahun 2010M/1431H adalah lebaran pertama keluarga Salman di Jakarta. Sebenernya dari pihak org2 Jakarta n Bandung, g ada yg suka lebaran di Jakarta. Bagi org Bandung, Jakarta trlalu jauh n d Bandung jd sepi. Bagi org Jakarta, mreka g bs mudik n d Jakarta jg sepi.

Hari Jumat, 10 September 2010, hari H lebaran. Solat Ied, n makan2 di rumah Wa Amy. Niatnya malem itu jg kita langsung pergi ke Jakarta. And we did. Oh iya, di tengah jalan ada yg ngasih tau ke mama klo Wa Ismand masuk rumah sakit.

Malem itu kita pergi ke Jakarta sekitar jam 20.00. Jalan lancar, g macet… tapi di KM 85, tiba2 papa nyetir ke bahu jalan. Aku pikir papa cape, ternyata kata papa remnya berat, takut celaka. Jadi kita berenti, sekitar 30 menitan sampe mama nemu nomor telepon Jasa Marga lewat internet. Kita manggil orang Jasa Marga, n sambil nunggu, papa negbuka kap mobil buat nyari tau knapa remnya jadi berat. Ternyata fan belt mobilnya putus, n ngebelit di baling2nya. Daripada celaka, mending diderek aja mobilnya.

Beberapa menit kemudian, org Jasa Marga dateng n ngbawa kita ke Jatiluhur, dimana ada bengkel punya kenalannya org Jasa Marga. Kita stay di situ sekitar satu jam sambil nungguin Wa Nenen yg lagi jalan menuju Jatiluhur dari Bandung. Fan belt buat Panther abis d bengkel itu, jd kudu nungguin smp pagi buat beli fan belt yg baru d tmpt laen. Pas Wa Nenen nyampe, beliau ngusulin buat nelepon A Davy yg ada di Bekasi bwt cari bengkel 24 jam deket rumah, n nganterin fan belt itu ke Jatiluhur, sementara aku, mama, n Teh Atin dibawa ke Bekasi, papa ditemenin A Ian yg dibawa sama Wa Nenen.

Nyampe di Bekasi, mama, Teh Atin, Wa Nenen n Bapa Yudi pergi ke rumah sakit, nengokin Wa Ismand. Aku tidur sama ponakanku, Fia, n sodaraku, Teh Isti, yg sbntar lg nglahirin.

On a side note, papa, A Ian, A Davy n Teh Pipit yg nemenin A Davy sukses nyampe Bekasi pas adzan Subuh bsk paginya, n mobilku baik2 saja. Alhamdulillah.

Hari kedua lebaran, smuanya pada kecapean. Pagi2 jam 7:45, ada berita kalo Wa Ismand bakal dioperasi, 4 hours tops. Kita smua yg tadinya mau pergi, ngebatalin rencana krn smua org level 1 pada pergi k rumah sakit bwt nemenin kluarganya Wa Ismand. Pada akhirnya, smua org pada trkapar tidur. Operasi selesai dgn sukses, mama n papaku kbagian ngjagain bareng kluarganya Wa Ismand d RS. Malemnya aku n sodara2ku pada pergi ke J.CO, I dunno why, but it was a good change…

Hari ketiga lebaran, yang juga hari ulang tahun Teh Atin, yang juga hari dimana aku pulang ke Bandung, dimulai dgn aku n Teh Atin pergi k RS Siloam Karawaci bwt ktmu sm kluarganya Wa Ismand, soalnya aku blm ngucapin slmt lebaran n such… akhirnya ktemu anak2nya Wa Ismand, n aku ngucapin slamat lebaran… terus aku, Teh Atin, Fia, Teh Pipit, Teh Alia, Teh Syifa n Wa Iie pergi k Benton Junction bwt makan, trus k Supermal Karawaci bwt nyari CD Nightmare yg smp skrg blm ddpt. Sial.

Bgitu balik lagi k RS, aku, mama n papa langsung balik k Bandung. Teh Atin masih belom puas maen sm sodara2, jd dia minta ditinggal.

Di Bandung, papa berenti sebentar di Metro bwt beli makanan. Aku n papa diem d mobil, mama beli makanan dr KFC. Papa ditelepon sm salah satu dr Uwa-ku yg ada di Jakarta, katanya life support Wa Ismand udh dicabut, setelah meminta keluarganya untuk mengikhlaskan Wa Ismand. Begitu sampe di rumah, aku udh nyari posisi enak di depan TV, mama baru keluar dari kamar mandi, papa nerima telepon n cuma ngomong, “Innalillahi..”. Itu sekitar pukul 20.15

Sebenernya beliau blm flat line, tp udh dinyatakan meninggal. Beliau flat line pukul 22.00. Dua jam kemudian, dibawa ke RS Kramat Jati untuk dimandiin, terus dibawa ke Pangadegan untuk disalatin, terus jam 2 dibawa ke rumah duka di Bandung.

Keluargaku n keluarganya Tia, yang udh ada di Bandung, nyiapin rumah duka. Kita menghadapi beberapa dokter n polisi yg bersedia ngebantu apapun. Bahkan kita ngehadapin tetangga Wa Ismand yg dtg berlinangan air mata.

Besoknya, jam 5.30, kita pergi k rumah duka lagi, sekarang jenazahnya udh siap. Aku, Teh Atin, n Teh Syifa numpang tidur d kamar Teh Ayu sampe jam 8. Jam 10, jenazah udh siap dikuburin. Sebelum itu, karena Wa Ismand itu Kombespolri, jadi ada upacara khusus. Setelah jenazah diserahkan kepada negara, snare drum n terompet dimaenin, semua tangis meledak.

Di tengah pemakaman, ada berita kalau Teh Isti bakal mulai operasi caesar jam 16.00. Teh Syifa, Teh Alia, Teh Atin (yg masih pengen k Jakarta), Wa Iting n Wa Nenen langsung berangkat ke Jakarta.

Begitu pemakaman selesai, aku sama mama langsung ke Teh Nisa n Wa Ayot. Wa Ayot bilang sama aku, “Maafin Wa Ismand ya…”

Sesungguhnya aku pengen bilang, “Nggak bisa Wa. Arin nggak bisa ngemaafin Wa Ismand… soalnya nggak ada yang harus dimaafin. Rasanya Wa Ismand nggak pernah salah sama Arin…”

Because it’s true. He never did anything wrong to me. Always so great to me.

Lebaran tahun ini gelap. Kelabu. Morbid. Tapi ini semua udah jadi rencana Allah. Emang udah waktunya semua ini terjadi. Subhanallah.

Life is filled with injustice, but we shouldn’t see it like that. Maybe Allah has other plans for us, and we just have to accept it gracefully.

We shouldn’t take anyone for granted, because we’re gonna lose them, and we don’t know when.

Semua event bisa diambil hikmah dan pelajarannya. Semuanya udah diplan sama Allah, and we can’t interfere.

FULL LIST OF MY FAVORITE BAND

2010-05-07T20:06:00.002+07:00

HOKAI. I'm bored. I'm gonna make a small list of my favorite bands. I like other bands than these bands, but these are the bands that I LOVE.

1. Queen (1971 - 1997)
Dude, I've been listening to this band since I was, what? Four years old or something? How can I NOT love this band?
First song: Bohemian Rhapsody (A Night at the Opera)
First video: Bohemian Rhapsody (A Night at the Opera)
Favorite song: Princes of the Universe (A Kind of Magic)
Favorite video: Calling All Girls (Hot Space)

2. Queen + Paul Rodgers (2005 - 2009)
The transformation after Freddie Mercury died. Paul Rodgers is a very badass singer, and he wasn't even trying to replace Freddie in the band. He was just him.
First song: Reaching Out (Return of the Champions)
Favorite song: Cosmos Rockin' (The Cosmos Rocks)

3. Avenged Sevenfold (1999 - present)
I got really hooked on them when I was in 9th grade, but I've heard of them since 8th grade. At that time I couldn't figure out why people would love them. Not I couldn't figure out why people DON'T love them.
First song: Bat Country (City of Evil)
First video: Seize the Day (City of Evil)
Favorite song: Until the End (Diamonds in the Rough)
Favorite video: Seize the Day (City of Evil)

4. My Chemical Romance (2001 - present)
First heard of them when I was in 7th grade on MTV. They were playing 'Black Parade' on MTV and what really caught my attention was the band name, because it's really rare and unique. At that time, I love blonde!Gerard, now? Not so much :/
First song: Welcome to the Black Parade (The Black Parade)
First video: Welcome to the Black Parade (The Black Parade)
Favorite song: The Sharpest Lives (The Black Parade)
Favorite video: The Ghost of You (Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge)

5. Simple Plan (1999 - present)
My sister got me hooked on this one. She listened to 'Perfect' non-stop and it rubbed off to me. So I got her to thank. Thanks, sis!
First song: Perfect (No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls)
First video: I'm Just a Kid (No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls)
Favorite song: No Love (Simple Plan)
Favorite video: I'm Just a Kid (No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls)

6. Panic! at the Disco (2004 - present)
Again, the band name and the song caught my attention to this band. I got really hooked on them when I was in 10th grade, but I've already known them for long.
First song: I Write Sins Not Tragedies (A Fever You Can't Sweat Out)
First video: I Write Sins Not Tragedies (A Fever You Can't Sweat Out)
Favorite song: New Perspective (Jennifer's Body Soundtrack)
Favorite video: Nine in the Afternoon (Pretty. Odd.)

7. Good Charlotte (1995 - present)
I only knew one song and one line of this band before I like them. It was 'Ahha, ahha, keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl...' XD
First song: Keep Your Hands Off My Girl (Good Morning Revival)
First video: Keep Your Hands Off My Girl (Good Morning Revival)
Favorite song: Broken Hearts Parade (Good Morning Revival)
Favorite video: Girls & Boys (The Young and the Hopeless)

8. Green Day (1987 - present)
Wow. This band is OLD. Haha. Well, I already know this band but really got to like them for real when I was in 10th grade...
First song: American Idiot (American Idiot)
First video: American Idiot (American Idiot)
Favorite song: Before the Lobotomy (21st Century Breakdown)
Favorite video: Holiday (American Idiot)

9. Fall Out Boy (2001 - 2009) (hiatus)
I knew this band exists, but I didn't know any of their songs. Haha. So I decided to browse their videos on YouTube and chose the right song. Fell in love instantly to Patrick's voice.
First song: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race (Infinity on High)
First video: This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race (Infinity on High)
Favorite song: 20 Dollar Nose Bleed (Folie a Deux)
Favorite video: I Don't Care (Folie a Deux)

10. Papa Roach (1993 - present)
Well, to be honest, I knew this band, but I never knew the songs and the members. I only knew Jacoby Shaddix at that time, and that I knew it from a fan fiction community in LiveJournal. Haha. Gotta admit, I only love the band at that time because Coby is smoking hot. But when I heard their song, I was blown away.
First song: Lifeline (Metamorphosis)
First video: Lifeline (Metamorphosis)
Favorite song: Hollywood Whore (Metamorphosis)
Favorite video: Scars (Getting Away With Murder)

11. The Academy Is... (2003 - present)
I didn't really like this band at first. I never knew them, even. I only knew William because he was mentioned a lot in FBR fan fictions XD So I decided to check them out and guess what? I'm hooked.
First song: About a Girl (Fast Times at Barrington High)
First video: About a Girl (Fast Times at Barrington High)
Favorite song: Neighbors (Santi)
Favorite video: We've Got a Big Mess on Our Hands (Santi)

12. Cobra Starship (2005 - present)
Again, knew this band from fan fictions mentioning Gabe a lot, so I decided to check them out. I love them with a passion and their concert is my first concert, so they have a special place in my heart :)
First song: Guilty Pleasure (¡Viva la Cobra!)
First video: Guilty Pleasure (¡Viva la Cobra!)
Favorite song: Pete Wentz is the Only Reason We're Famous (Hot Mess)
Favorite video: The City is at War (¡Viva La Cobra!)

13. Paramore (2004 - present)
Didn't really like 'em once upon a time. Then I got hooked, recently, because Hayley's just too badass. Ha.
First song: Misery Business (Riot!)
First video: Misery Business (Riot!)
Favorite song: Brick by Boring Brick (brand new eyes)
Favorite video: Brick by Boring Brick (brand new eyes)

14. The Killers (2002 - present)
There are a couple of The Killers songs that I already know and like, but I never knew the song titles and such, f.e.: Mr. Brightside, When You Were Young... Felt like a total idiot when I found out -_-'
First and favorite song and video: Mr. Brightside (Hot Fuss)

15. All Time Low (2003 - present)
I like this band, very recently. When I heard Good Charlotte, Paramore and Simple Plan were playing Bamboozle, their video came up, and I loved it. Haha.
First song: Weightless (Nothing Personal)
First video: Weightless (Nothing Personal)
Favorite song: Dear Maria, Count Me In (So Wrong, It's Right)
Favorite video: Damned if I Do Ya (Damned if I Don't) (Nothing Personal)

16. 30 Seconds to Mars (1998 - present)
I started to love this band after my family installed the cable TV. I watched MTV Asia and heard their song, it was so great and the video was amazing. Decided to make a research and here I am :)
First song: Kings and Queens (This is War)
First video: Kings and Queens (This is War)
Favorite song: Night of the Hunter (This is War)
Favorite video: The Kill (A Beautiful Lie)

17. Muse (1994 - present)
I think I've always loved this band, but I decided to love them more these days, especially after knowing that my boyfriend loves them too XD
First song: Unintended (Showbiz)
First video: Undisclosed Desires (The Resistance)
Favorite song: Resistance (The Resistance)
Favorite video: Uprising (The Resistance)

18. It Boys!
Well, this is still a very small band, but I'm pretty sure they'll go big later on, because I love their song and their style. This band is associated with DCMA Collective, since the keyboardist, Tommy Coops a.k.a. Tommy Cooperman is the brother of one of the owners of DCMA Collective, Tal Cooperman.
First and favorite song and video: Miss Hollywood

I guess that's it!

I'll update this when I found a new band I love ;)

- Theo Aquamarine

Nostalgia...

2010-05-05T18:05:00.002+07:00

Arin inget... 10 taun yg lalu. Tanggal 5 Mei 2000.

Arin baru bangun tidur gara2 dibangunin mama. I heard something that is very much unpleasant for someone to hear early in the morning after they woke up...

"Rin, Aki meninggal,"

Kaget. Sedih. Bingung. Semuanya campur aduk. Otak langsung mikir, "Nah loh. Kenapa? Kapan? Kok bisa?" Padahal, Aki sempet pulang dari rumah sakit, Arin g inget knapa beliau bs masuk rumah sakit, tp beliau smpet pulang, udh naek kursi roda. Padahal beliau udh keliatan sehat bgt, meski pake kursi roda. Tapi kok, kenapa?

At last, I hauled my ass off the bed and took a shower. Put on one of my favorite Muslimah outfit I had. Dress panjang warna biru tua, putih sama merah, motifnya bunga-bunga, ada banyak rendanya. What? I was a really feminine kid back then, okay?

Arin turun dari kamar kluarga yg ada di lantai 2 rumah kakek-nenek, atau aki-eni Arin. Dan Arin jalan ke ruang utama, dimana, Arin liat, ada ranjang kayu warna coklat tua, kasur putih, di atasnya udah ada badan yang udah dibungkus kain kafan. Arin deketin, dan Arin mulai nangis pas Arin liat muka Aki yang keliatan damaaaaai banget.

Arin tungguin sampe Aki beres dimandiin. Dan Arin ikutan solat jenazah untuk pertama kalinya. Tentunya, Arin g tau bacaan2nya, Arin cuma ngikutin gerakannya, sambil berdoa buat Aki.

Kita smua pergi ke pemakaman Karang Anyar d Jl. Dewi Sartika, deket Kings Alun-Alun. Dan waktu Aki udh diturunin ke dalem makam n makamnya udh ditutup lagi, Arin mulai nangis. Arin g bs fokus sama doa2 yg lagi dibacain. Arin cuma fokus sama kenyataan, kalo Aki, Aki yg Arin sayangin, Aki yg sayang bgt sm Arin, udh meninggal.

Aki is possibly the best grandfather, next to my grandfather from my dad's side, ever. Arin bisa bner2 ngerasain klo Arin disayang bgt sama Aki. Aki is a really generous person. Aki sering banget ngasih Arin makanan yg Aki tau Arin suka. Coklat, keju... Aki jg seneng bgt ngajak Arin k macem2 tempat naek mobil Peugeot coklat. Ke supermarket, ke tempat kerjanya... and I always had an amazing time with him, no matter what we did together.

And now... it's been 10 years. I was 6 when he died. I was still in the 1st grade of Elementary School.
Now, I’m 16 years old. I’m currently in the 11th grade in Senior High School, going to be a 12th grader pretty soon.

Aki nggak sempet liat Arin naek ke kelas 2 SD. 10 tahun kehidupan Arin direnggut dari Aki, atas izin Allah. Arin nggak akan marah, Arin nggak akan kesel sama siapapun, karena Arin tau, ini jalan yg paling baik bwt Aki, bwt Arin, buat smua orang yg berasosiasi sama Aki.

Arin harap... Aki bisa liat Arin dari manapun Aki berada saat ini. Arin harap Aki bisa bangga dan nerima apapun yang Arin lakuin. Arin mau bikin papa, mama, teteh, Aki, Eni, Eyang Kakung, Yangti, keluarga besar Salman, keluarga besar Dasril, bangga sama Arin. Semuanya.

Doa Arin selalu nyertain Aki biar Aki dikasih tempat yg layak dan lapang di sisi Allah, Aki diterima smua amal baik yang udah Aki perjuangin sewaktu Aki masih hidup...

Arin sayang sama Aki, Arin kangen sama Aki.

Much love,
Your 14th granddaughter! :D
Arin <3

The Chronicles of Cobra Concert XD

2010-03-24T23:27:00.001+07:00

Well, it all started with a tweet... from Adrie Subono, Indonesian concert promoter.

Dy nawarin Cobra Starship konser d Jakarta n diterima. Gw jingkrak2 kegirangan. Meski baru jadi (unofficial) Cobra Crew, tapi gw cinta berat sm band satu ini.

Terus tanggalny jg pas2an sm kakak kelas yg pada UN, jadi gw ngga sekolah!

Yg jadi kendala tuh cuma izin ortu n temen pulang pergi Jakarta-Bandung...

n gw juga nemu dia di Twitter! SNnya missmest, nama aslinya Anggie. Kita sama2 snasib, pengen ntn konser Cobra tp g punya tmen.

Tapi tetep aja gw g dapet izin. Sebel :(

22 Maret 2010, H-1

Masih blom dpt izin juga. Ticket box online di javamusikindo.com ditutup jam 5. At that time, I could really care less, soalny gw pikir gw g bakal ntn.

Eh, tiba2 si mama lagi chatting sm sodara gw, Teh Isti, soal rencana gw di Jakarta bwt ntn Cobra Starship. Nah loh. Kayak yg boleh aja gw ntn konser...

Trus mama ngejelasin smua rencananya. Tinggal minta izin papa.

Waduh. I'm not good with words...

Pada akhirnya, gw bilang gini sm papa: "Pa, boleh ngga?"

"Terserah deh,"

Waduh. Reaksinya g bgitu bagus. Red alert. Tapi tungtungnya mah diizinin, asal mama gw nganterin n nemenin.

23 Maret 2010, Hari H

Hanya satu kendala baru gw. TIKET. Gw blom punya tiket. Sinting.

Untung ada sodara2ku skalian yg tinggal di Jakarta. A Beni, suaminya Teh Isti mesenin tiket festival 2 bwt gw n Anggie, dianter ke kantornya Teh Isti. Oh, thank you!

Gw dan Anggie, yg blom prnah liat muka satu sama laen, janjian di depan komplek gw jam 1 siang. Bgitu ktemu, qt langsung cabut k Bank Mandiri Buah Batu, dimana papa gw udh stand-by, siap nganterin k kantor mama gw, Kimia Farma Cihampelas.

Nungguin bntar smp jam 2. Trus qt langsung k Baraya Travel. Ngambil travel plg cpet ke Melawai and off we go to Jakarta. Slept most of the journey.

Dua setengah jam kmudian, qt nyampe di Pool Baraya Travel Melawai. Nungguin bntar smp Teh Isti dtg, trus kita went straight to Tennis Indoor Senayan.

Kita nyampe skitar jam 6an, trus kita went straight in. Dapet spot di pembatas antara front row n back row. Cukup strategis.

Nungguin LAMAAAAA BANGET.

Tiba2 Danny Hutto, merch guy-ny Cobra Starship, muncul, ngomong trus dia joget2. Cakep n bodor skali. XD

Jam 20:30, the lights went off, and the crowd went crazy. Including me and Anggie.

And Cobra Starship took the stage with The City is at War!

Gw lupa pas lagu apaan, tapi pas beres lagu, Gabe megang kabel mic yg udh g ada micnya.

Vicky-T nanya: "Where the hell's your microphone?"

Ternyata Gabe, saking semangatnya, muter2in micnya pke kabelnya, trus micnya kelempar entah kmana.

Tapi, as Ryland said: "If something's broken, that means we're having a great time!"

BAGUUUS.

They played a total of 15 songs:

1. The City is at War

2. Pete Wentz is the Only Reason We're Famous

3. Nice Guys Finish Last

4. Kiss My Sass

5. My Moves are White (White Hot, That Is)

6. Wet Hot American Summer

7. The Church of Hot Addiction

8. Send My Love to the Dancefloor, I'll See You in Hell (Hey, Mr. DJ)

9. Smile for the Paparazzi

10. Bring It (Snakes on a Plane)

11. Hot Mess

12. Guilty Pleasure

---ENCORE---

13. Hollaback Boy (excerpt)

14. The Scene is Dead; Long Live the Scene

15. Good Girls Go Bad

Di tengah Snakes on a Plane, Gabe narik satu cewek, namanya Salsa, buat nge-rap. Pas Gabe nanya namanya, dy kaget trus nanya: "Salsa? Like, Salsa?" sambil joget. Wkwkwkwk XD

All in all, it was the perfect first concert for me.

The aftermath of the jumping and the singing along to songs and the screamings were felt on the next morning though...

HATI PUAS, BADAN LEMAS.

Nyareri cangkeng, sakit kaki, suara serak...

BUT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!

Thank you, Cobra Starship, for making my first concert ever a memorable one.

I'll never forget this event, ever!

Desolation Row (cover)

2010-02-17T21:16:00.002+07:00

Singer: My Chemical Romance
Written by: Bob Dylan
Album: Watchmen Soundtrack

They're selling postcards of the hanging
Well, they're painting the passports brown
And the beauty parlor's filled with sailors
The circus is in town

And now here comes the blind commissioner
Well they've got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight rope walker
The other is in his pants

And the riot squad, they're restless
They need somewhere to go
As Lady and I look up tonight from
Desolation row

Cinderella, she seems so easy
"Well, it takes one to know one," she smiles
And she puts her hands in her back pockets
Oh, Bette Davis style

And now here comes Romeo, moaning
"You belong to me, I believe,"
And someone says, "You're in the wrong place, my friend,
You'd better leave,"

And then the only sound that's left
After the ambulances go
Is Cinderella sweeping up on
Desolation row

At midnight all the agents and superhuman crew
Go out and round up everyone who knows more then they do
Then they bring them to the factory where the heart attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders and then the kerosene

Is brought down from the castles
By insurance men who go
Check to see that nobody is escaping to
Desolation row

But right now I can't read too good
Don't send me no more letters, no
Not unless you got a mail them from
Desolation row

M.I.A.

2010-02-17T20:53:00.002+07:00

Singer: Avenged Sevenfold
Album: City of Evil

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise
Living another day in disguise
These feelings can't be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight
Whoa, tonight
Stand up and fight

The fighting rages on and on
To challenge me you must be strong
I walk your land but don't belong
Two million soldiers can't be wrong

It's no fun, but I've been here before
I'm far from home, and I'm fighting your war
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared, others killing for fun
I shot a mother right in front of her son
(Take this from my consciousness and please erase my dream)

Fight for honor, fight for your life
Pray to God that our side is right
Though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears
"Grew up so fast, where did those years go?"
Memories won't let you cry
Unless I don't return tonight

So many soldiers on the other side
I take their lives so they can't take mine
(Scared to make it out alive, now murder's all I know)
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here
I have my weapon so there's nothing to fear
(Another day, another life but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life
Pray to God that our side is right
Though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears
"Grew up so fast, where did those years go?"
Memories won't let you cry
Unless I don't return tonight

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise
Living another day in disguise
These feelings can't be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight

Watching the death toll rise, wondering how I'm alive
Stranger's blood on my hands, shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans, with no thought of me
No thought of me, no thought of me

Walk the city lonely, memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your streets tonight
Forgive me for my crimes, don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared in the name of God and country

Hot Mess

2010-02-17T20:46:00.002+07:00

Singer: Cobra Starship
Written by: Gabe Saporta, Kara DioGuardi, P. Lawrence
Album: Hot Mess

(Cobra Starship)

You were a problem, child
Been grounded your whole life so now you're running wild
Playing with them good girls, no that ain't your style
You think you're hot shit
Ooh, I love it, I love it, yeah, yeah

Stumbling but yeah, you're still looking hella fine
Keep doing whatcha doin', I'mma make you mine

Well, you're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you
And I'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo
'Cos you can shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes

You got me hypnotized
The city's your playground, I watch you take a bite
At 5 a.m. roaming the streets, drunk all night'
You think you're hot shit
Ooh, I love it, I love it, yeah, yeah

Stumbling but yeah, you're still looking hella fine
Keep doing whatcha doin', I'mma make you mine

Well, you're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you
And I'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo
'Cos you can shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes

You're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you
And I'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo
'Cos you can shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes

If you're dancing up on tables, you go, you go, you got it girl
Say that you're unstable, you go, coco, you got it girl
Dancing up on tables, say that you're unstable
You're a ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, yeah you're a hot mess
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, we're singing hell yes!

Well, you're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you
And I'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo
'Cos you can shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes

You're a hot mess, and I'm falling for you
And I'm like, hot damn, let me make you my boo
'Cos you can shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes (Hell yes)
Hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes (Hell yes)
Hot mess, I'm loving it hell yes

Summer Hair = Forever Young

2010-02-17T20:40:00.002+07:00

Singer: The Academy Is...
Album: Fast Times at Barrington High

We're crashing cars, we used to share
With summer girls, with summer hair
We're driving around, chasing the stars
But the party's busted up, before it ever starts

I'll never let you go, don't ever forget
You and me forever, forever young
I'll never let you fall, it's not over yet
You and me forever, forever young
We're forever young

Stop making plans, start making sense
Don't you believe any word they said
Sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
Falling through the night, and rising from the ashes

I'll never let you go, don't ever forget
You and me forever, forever young
I'll never let you fall, it's not over yet
You and me forever, forever young
We're forever young

Don't come any closer, don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye, here we are
Am I taking this too hard?
Don't say it's easy, the hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why, suddenly we're all running out of time?

I'll never let you go, don't ever forget
You and me forever, forever young
I'll never let you fall, it's not over yet
You and me forever, forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young

New Perspective

2010-02-17T20:22:00.003+07:00

Singer: Panic! at the Disco
Written by: Brendon Urie, John Feldmann
Album: Jennifer's Body Soundtrack

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire
Because I know they'll never win

There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast forward to go down on me?

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention?
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Can we fast forward to go down on me?

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine (Everything is fine)
I would wait and watch the hours go in a hundred separate lines
But I regain, repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast forward to go down on me?

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention?
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
Catch me up on getting out of here

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you, I know
There's no more that need be said
When I'm inching to your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention?
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that it comprehensive
'Cos seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up on getting out of here

Can we fast forward to go down on me?
Can we fast forward to go down?

Alpha Dog

2010-02-17T20:01:00.002+07:00

Singer: Fall Out Boy
Written by: Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump
Album: Believers Never Die - Greatest Hits

Clap until your hands hurt
Standing ovations or b-b-b-boos
Wa-wa-watch us until we blur
Walk off into the sunset

Tell rock 'n roll I'm alone again
I wanna put the Midwest home again
Your time has passed, they say never means never
Solar flare stares won't last, but never means forever
Never means forever

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh-oh-mega-mega-low
Welcome to the new deja vu
I can almost see the wizard through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac

We must have the best coach, tell the best jokes
We must make it hard but look so easy, doing something so hard
But you must see my wake, they scream when they look at me
I'm a (I'm a) star, I'm a (I'm a) star
I'm a star
Oh, I'm a star

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh-oh-mega-mega-low
Welcome to the new deja vu
I can almost see the wizard through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac

You're not the first or the last
But you're possibly the prettiest, whoa
He's a fighter past his prime
He's in a gutter waving his hand, "I'm just fine,"

Not the first or the last
But you're possibly the prettiest, whoa
He's a fighter past his prime
He's in a gutter waving his hand

Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh-oh-mega-mega-low
Welcome to the new deja vu
I can almost see the wizard through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh-oh-omegalomaniac

Good Girls Go Bad

2010-02-17T19:52:00.002+07:00

Singer: Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester
Written by: Gabe Saporta, Kara DioGuardi, Kevin Rudolf, Jacob Kasher
Album: Hot Mess

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad

Saporta: I know your type (Your type)
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite (One bite)
Let me shake up your world
'Cos just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control

She was so shy
'Til I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner with your five best friends
You heard that I was trouble but you couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go

Meester: I know your type (Your type)
Boy, you're dangerous
Yeah, you're the guy (That guy)
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control

Saporta: She was so shy
'Til I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
Meester: I was hanging in the corner with my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble but I couldn't resist
Saporta: I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go bad

Ooh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
Meester: And he got away with the girls in the place
Acting like they're too hot to dance
Saporta: Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
Meester: And he got away with the girls in the place
Acting like they're too hot to dance

Saporta: I make them
Both: Good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
The good girls go
Meester: Bad

I was hanging in the corner with my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble but I couldn't resist
Saporta: I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go bad, bad, bad
Good girls go

Everything We Had

2010-02-17T19:46:00.002+07:00

Singer: The Academy Is...
Album: Santi

You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Is no longer there...

It was the only place I'd ever known
Turned off the light on my way out the door
I will be watching wherever you go
Through the eyes of a fly on the wall

You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had

Ooh, is no longer there, longer there
Well you saw for yourself the way it played out
For you I am blinded, for you I am blinded
For you...

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had
Everything we had

I'll be with you wherever you go
Through the eyes of a fly on the wall

I'm Like a Lawyer with the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me & You)

2009-10-14T18:12:00.002+07:00

Singer: Fall Out Boy
Written by: Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump
Album: Infinity on High

Last year's wishes are these year's apology
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance to burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
'Cos I know how the words to get you

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet-proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits that you couldn't bear to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath, kissed teeth stained red
From a sour bottle baby girl
With the eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet-proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

The best way to make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realize two out of three ain't bad
Ain't bad

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Honeymoon
Setting in a honeymoon
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
Honeymoon

What a Catch, Donnie

2009-10-07T19:15:00.002+07:00

Singer: Fall Out Boy ft. Elvis Costello, Gabe Saporta, Travis McCoy, Brendon Urie, Doug Neumann, Alex DeLeon, William Beckett
Written by: Pete Wentz & Patrick Stump
Album: Folie à Deux

I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch

You'll never catch us, so just let me be
Said I'll be fine, 'til the hospital or American Embassy

Miss Flack said I still want you back
Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you, who gave up on you

They say the captain goes down with the ship
So when the world ends, will God go down with it?

Miss Flack said I still want you back
Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you, who gave up on you

What a catch, what a catch
What a catch, what a catch

Costello: I will never end up like him
Behind my back, I already am
Keep a calendar, this way you will always know

Stump: I said I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you, who gave up on you

Saporta: Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman

McCoy: We're going down, down in an earlier round
(Maybe he won't find out what I know)
And sugar, we're going down, swinging
(You were the last good thing)

Urie: (I'll be your number one with a bullet)
Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime
(A loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it)
Dance, dance, and these are the lives you love to lead

Neumann: This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
(Dance, this is the way they love)
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
(If they knew, how misery loves me)

DeLeon: One night, yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great

Beckett: Growing up
(He tastes like you, only sweeter)
Growing up

I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch

seismophobia? n lack of knowledge.

2009-09-04T12:39:00.001+07:00

syh msh shock.

bru lewat gapura udh diajak ajeb2 sm gempa.

nympe rmh, msh sndiri, papamamateteh blm plg.

trus mati lampu.

syh mmbuat nama phobia bru.

seismophobia, tkut gempa bumi. hahahahaii.

untung bbrapa mnit kmudian mamapapa plg. alhamdulillah.

judul kdua. EMO MODE: ON!

ktny ina kmaren nangis.

INA, MEN, INA. INA NGGA PRNAH NANGIS.

ktny dy ad mslh.

n gw bru tau ina nangis td pisan, dr dina.

*sigh*

i'm sorry for not knowing my best friends well enough that they wouldn't talk about everything to me.

i hate it when i don't know anything about my friends.

mreka pny sesuatu yg hny mreka yg tau. gw mrasa invis.

n gw g bs crita sm syp2.

udh ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah.

170809. sangat menyenangkan!

2009-08-17T17:00:00.002+07:00

padahal gw g pergi kmana2. hahaaa

knapa menyenangkan?!

karena ini dan ini!

gw ngdadak jatuh cinta sama Joel.

sama Pete juga deh, yg udah nge-ReTweet tweetnya Joel.

Joel baek bgt sm orang Indo yak? wkwkwkkk.

off-topic.

saya tampaknya invis. haha.

saya asa jarang disebut.

sm syp?

syp y?

yah, y'know who you are.

udah ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah.

lagi jail

2009-08-09T07:29:00.002+07:00

Two Names You Go By
1. Arin
2. Marina

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Sundanese
2. Javanese

Two things that scare you
1. Cockroaches
2. Spiders

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Music, guitar
2. Internet surfing

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Pajamas
2. Jacket

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Avenged Sevenfold
2. My Chemical Romance

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Playing guitar
2. Listening to music

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. Freedom from homework for at least a week!
2. Gibson Firebird XD

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. London, England
2. Huntington Beach, California

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Preparing to be a heaven resident :)
2. Be the best person for my loved ones.

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. Tugas PKn :(
2. Kakak saya nggak pulang2 :(

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Disc Tarra
2. Gramedia

Two people you haven’t talked to in a while
1. Sohib SMP
2. Anak 5

Two favorite web sites
1. Twitter
2. Popmundo!

Two People who will fill this in
1. terserah
2. ma maneh.

Two things you did last night
1. Pergi ke Parahyangan
2. Pergi ke undangan

Two shows you like to watch
1. Queer as Folk
2. Music documentary...

Two places you like to go to (not would like)
1. Sekolah. how pathetic is that?
2. Parahyangan

Two Favorite Subjects In School
1. English
2. Japanese

Two Favorite Places to eat
1. Sushi Tei
2. Fast food joint

Two People that live in your house
1. Mom
2. Dad

Two things you like about yourself (physical)
1. Eyes
2. Arms

Two things you ate today
1. Nasi kuning
2. Kerupuk

Two people you last talked to
1. Mom
2. Dad

Two things your doing tomorrow
1. Civics Presentation
2. NOT kill myself

jadi anak kelas XI

2009-08-09T06:59:00.002+07:00

has its perks and its flaws...

perks...
- dapet ade kelas! yeyeyey...
- dipanggil teteh! subhanallah... anak bejad gini dipanggil teteh...
- dapet temen baru! gelo kabeh deui...

flaws...
- gurunya ga ada yg baleg. suer. nanti akan sy bahas lbh lanjut.
- tugas numpuk ga abis2.
- ada anak di kelas yg pyromaniac. mana kelas gw sementara d lab kimia dlu lagi. mnakutkan.

sekarang, akan saya bahas lebih lanjut soal guru...

guru2 yg baleg selama saya d XI IPA 1, adl...
- Guru PLH, Pak Iwan.
- Guru Bhs. Jepang, Bu Sylvi
- Guru Bhs. Sunda, Bu Tefi
- Guru Kimia, Bu Hana
- Guru Sejarah, Bu Susi
- aaaand, i think that's it.

yap, gw blom masukin guru Bhs. Inggris karena si ibu masih blom ngajar abis cuti melahirkan.

sisanya? sulit.

SULIT DIMENGERTI DAN DICERNA OLEH OTAK AWAM MANUSIA.

mana tiap hari pasti ada tugas... cape...

dan soal anak pyromaniac... dia adalah KM kelas gw. goblok dasar tu anak.

pernah ada yg meledak dibakar sm dia. sinting.

dia maniak, bukan cuman pyromaniac, tapi dia mah maniak sejati. troublemaker edan.

pernah qt dsuruh bawa balon sama Bu Hana (liat postingan 'saya ke borma!')

balon itu kita tiup, terus kita iket jadi 2, 3, 4, dst...

disuruh disimpen di kelas sama si Bu Hana...

besok paginya, si Aldi (KM kelas sayah) dan Idham (troublemaker baru, padahal pindahan, dasar belagu) udah mulai nusuk2in balon pake kayu dari meja yang mreka rusakin sehari sebelumnya.

tiba2 Pak Acep (wakasek kesiswaan) muncul ke kelas pas si Aldi lagi ngabitukeun balon.

dan dia disuruh push-up 4 seri gara2 ketauan bikin ribut.

ntar klo si Bu Hana nanyain balon2nya pada kemana, kita akan nyalahin Aldi. wkwkwk. paduli teuing ah.

dia juga pernah nyemprotin Bay Fresh ke api, bikin kelas bau melati sama bau api. tulil!

walhasil gw bengek. wkwkwk.

pas mreka disuruh berenti biar gw g bengek lagi sm tmn2 gw, si Aldi g mau ngaku, malah nuduh orang laen.

emang, yg terakhir nyemprot2 kyk gitu emang si Irfan (tertuduh), tapi yg mulai tetep aja si Aldi!

tipikal cowok g gentleman, g mau ngakuin kesalahan. cuih!

udah ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

nama lengkap saya YANG SESUNGGUH-SUNGGUHNYA!!

2009-08-07T20:11:00.004+07:00

siap?

oke.

Marina Savira - Haner - Way - Lefebvre - Smith - Martin - Stumph - Armstrong - Shaddix - Beckett - Novarro

ahahahahaaaa!!!

yang bisa nebak itu nama siapa aja, saya kasih standing applause.

postingan tidak penting. lanjut.

kalo anda ngga melihat nama Walker di situ, jgn ngucek2 mata, ntar rusak matanya.

saya memutuskan u/ melepasnya. hiks. pergi kau kuman!

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

p.s.: yg percaya sama postingan ini, tolong jangan, klo gamau saya bilang dodol. hahaii. xD

saya ke borma! [laluuu?]

2009-08-05T19:20:00.002+07:00

tebak saya baru melakukan apa?

...

sudahlah.

saya baru pergi ke Borma.

SENDIRIAN! subhanallah.

[haha, bangga gw pertama kali keluar rumah sendirian lewat jam 6 sore. padahal cuman tinggal naek angkot skali, bayar serebu, nyampe.]

gw saat itu sedang ekspedisi mencari balon tiup.

yang mana adalah sebuah tugas dari Bu Hana, guru kimia gw.

pertama gw ngliat status facebook tmen skelas gw.

"XI IPA 1... jgn lupa bawa balon/kelompok, jgn dlu ditiup!"

yah, kurang lebih gitu lah.

dan gw bertanya2.

"ngapain bawa2 balon segala? mo ada yg ultah y?"

n gw bertanya sm tmen gw, si Yulia, yg masang status facebook itu.

"buat apaan yuul? kpan?"

dan si Eris, tmen skelas gw yg lainnya ngeSMS gw.

"mar kirimin lagi dftar pel dong. khvus."

atau artinya, "mar, kirimin lagi daftar pelajaran dong. kehapus."

bisi ada yg g ngerti. hahaii. eniweiii.

gw kirim lah daftar pelajaran.

dan si Eris bertanya sama gw.

"besok yg bawa balon siapa?"

nah loh. gw bingung. apa cuman gw doang yg g tau kita kudu bawa balon.

gw nanya, "balon bwt apaan si?"

" kimia "

"oh. kyknya gw g iqtan ngdengerin. klompokny siapa aj?"

"yg makalah."

"brapa biji?"

"bebas"

"ya udah, sedapetnya aj y."

"ok."

dan gw ganti baju, siap ke Borma.

si papa sama mama berantem wawadulan.

"temenin atuh anak teh..."
"males ganti baju..."
"alah, ngan saemet hungkul..."
"lagi nyuci..."
"sini, papa aja yg lanjutin."
"ngga ah, udah sama mama aja!"

dan gw pun bilang, "udahlah, arin udah gede... bisa kali ke borma doang mah."

terus si papa juga bilang, "nitip sari dele ya rin! 3 biji aja!"

sari dele adalah sari kedelai, atau susu kedelai lah. lagi sakau sari dele si papah.

dan gw keluar rumah. saat itu gw ngeliat bulan, baguus bgt. oranye. purnama. dan saat itulah gw nyadar, gw NGGAK PAKE KACAMATA. bodoh.

gw balik lagi.

"arin harus pake kacamata ngga?"

"ngga usah lah. asal bisa ngeliat aja."

"jangan nabrak2 ya!"

oke. gw akhirnya pergi ngga pake kacamata.

ada adik kakak [kyknya?] di angkot. si adik bilang dia butuh map, dan dia bilang dia "harus" ke Borma.

dan dia berenti sama kakaknya sekitar... 500 meter sebelom Borma. wat? jadi bingung. sudahlah.

gw nyampe di Borma, dan nyari2 balon.

perlu diketahui, Borma Margacinta itu tempatnya LUAS BANGET.

gw keliling dulu, nyari ke belakang. nyerah, gw nanya sama mas2nya.

"mas, ada balon?"

"oh, ada di peralatan ulang tahun,"

"di mana?" maap mas, saya mah udah bolor, budek pula.

"di peralatan ulang tahun."

"oh. makasih, mas."

dan gw berjalan ke arah yg ditunjukin si mas. gw jalan jauuuuuuh banget, sampe ke paling belakang, dan gw sama sekali ngga ngeliat tulisan di langit2, "Peralatan Ulang Tahun".

dan gw nyerah lagi. gw nanya sama mas2 lainnya.

"mas, balon di mana ya?"

"oh, sini, saya anterin." subhanallah, si mas baek.

dan gw dianterin. dan gw menemukan balon! yes! mission accomplished.

side mission gw adalah nyari susu kedelai bwt si papa, dan Coke Zero bwt gw sendiri. gw sukses, dan gw pulang.

ternyata pergi keluar rumah tanpa kacamata itu sulit juga. hahaii.

udah ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah.

Panic! at the Disco dan The Young Veins

2009-08-03T20:21:00.002+07:00

sekarang saya jadi jarang ngeliat twitter antara member2 kedua band ini.

bahkan Pete Wentz tampaknya ngambek sama Ryro sm Jon, soalnya dy udh g prnah twitter mreka lagi.

saya hendak membandingkan Panic! dengan Young Veins.

dari segi musik, jelas beda. meski mereka dulu satu band, ternyata bener aja, selera musiknya jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.

keliatan dari lagu yang dibikin Ryro sama yg dibikin Brendon.

yang satu, 'Oh Glory'. lagunya ada di bawah. [sumfah, enakeun!!]

yang satu, 'Change'

kedengeran banget bedanya. yang satu lebih semangat, yang satu lebih country.

mungkin keputusan mereka pisah band adalah keputusan terbaik. kalo ngga, ntar bisa tabrakan.

udah ah, saya ngefansnya sama Panic! aja. soalnya saya, jujur, nggak begitu suka suaranya Ryro.

waktu di Live in Denver sih suaranya bagus banget. begitu ngambil vocal lessons, malah jadi butut. jadi bingung.

yu ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

The Young Veins, Ryan Ross dan Elizabeth Berg

2009-08-03T20:04:00.002+07:00

mungkin banyak yg g tau nama2 yg ada di judul postingan ini...

The Young Veins itu pecahannya Panic! at the Disco.

yoi, Ryro sama Jon udah bikin band baru dan namanya The Young Veins. lagunya ada di myspace mereka, judulnya "Change". kebetulan saya belom denger, dan sesungguhnya ngga tertarik.

karena inti dari saya pertama kali mendengarkan Panic! adalah untuk mendengarkan suara Brendon, bukan Ryro. hahaii.

dan tentu saja, saya belum planning untuk ngefans sama The Young Veins, karena:
1. sejujurnya saya masih ngambek sama Ryro sama Jon.

2. saya nggak pernah ngambek sama Brendon sama Spencer, karena mereka emang g salah.

3. lagu2nya Panic! yang baru katanya bakal lebih menjurus ke A Fever You Can't Sweat Out! yes!

4. sesungguhnya yg bikin Panic! jadi mirip The Beatles menurut saya adalah Ryro, jadi dengan hilangnya si biang keringat [LOH?! biang kerok maksud sayah!], mungkin Panic! akan kembali bersinar.

udah ah.

oke. lanjut.

Elizabeth Berg!

member all-girls band The Like. kagak beken, jangan nanya. saya juga kagak tau siapa mereka.

katanya, di twitter, cwe yg dikasih nickname Z-Berg ini...

UDAH NIKAH SAMA RYRO.

KATANYA MAH DI DISNEYLAND.

I was like, "WHAAAAAAT?!! budak leutik bisa ngapung, udah nikah lagi!!!"

Lailo kulang ajal udah nikah teu ngundang2. pan sayah pengen ikutan makan plasmanannyah.
(Subtitle: Ryro kurang ajar udah nikah nggak ngundang2. kan sayah pengen ikutan makan prasmanannyah)

kasian Brendon...

tapi kata twitternya lagi...

Someone told me, turns out, I didn't get married!

...

BUGH!! DZIGH!!! PRANG PRANG KROMPYANG!!!!!

boloho ai budak teh.

jadi geus kawin acan?! Ryro... dasar bodoh!

hhh... sudahlah.

tunggu tanggal maen slanjutnyah.

words written by maestros...

2009-07-28T19:47:00.002+07:00

bukan, bukan buku. tapi LIRIK LAGU. sinting. saya cinta lirik2 brikut ini. urutannya adl "lirik" - penyanyi - judul lagu - album. dan ini semua lagu2 dari band2 favorit sayah.

1. "My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies, fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die, I can fly, my friends," - Queen - The Show Must Go On - Innuendo

2. "Now every day a new joy brings, my butterfly grew golden wings, it seems we learn as we grow old, some things that glitter may be gold," - Queen + Paul Rodgers - Some Things That Glitter - The Cosmos Rocks

3. "Place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain, can leave this place but refrain," - Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

4. "A light to burn all the empires, so bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be," - My Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives - The Black Parade

5. "Broken down, like a mirror smashed to pieces, you learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile, if these walls could talk, they will have so much to say, 'cos every time you fight the scars are gonna heal, but they're never gonna go away," - Simple Plan - No Love - Simple Plan

6. "I don't love you, I'm just passing the time, you could love me if I knew how to love, but who could love me, I am out of my mind?" - Panic! at the Disco - She Had the World - Pretty. Odd.

7. "And now I must confess that I'm a sinking ship, and I'm anchored by the weight on my heart 'cos it's filled with these feelings, but I keep my true thoughts locked inside my heart'd black box, and it won't be found, it won't survive through the smokes or the wreckage," - Good Charlotte - Where Would We Be Now? - Good Morning Revival

8. "Drop a heart, break a name, we're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team, we're going down, down in an earlier round, and sugar we're going down, swinging, I'll be your number one with a bullet, a loaded God complex, cock it and pull it," - Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We're Going Down - From Under the Cork Tree

9. "Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars, drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are," - Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends - American Idiot

10. "Is there anybody out there? Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?" - Papa Roach - Lifeline - Metamorphosis

11. "And I came here to make you dance tonight, I don't care about my guilty pleasure for you, shut up, 'cos we won't stop, we're getting down 'til the sun's coming up," - Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure - ¡Viva La Cobra!

12. "To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for? To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants to be loved, to be loved, everyone, I'm not in love, this is not my heart, I'm not gonna waste these words..." - The Academy Is... - About a Girl - Fast Times at Barrington High

aaaand, that's it for now, i guess...

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

List of Celebrity Crushes

2009-07-24T19:47:00.002+07:00

lagi ga ada gawe, jadi sayah bikin ini saja laaah...

1. John Richard Deacon (Queen, bass)
paling pertama sayah sukain di Queen, dan dia adalah cowok pertama yang sayah taksir. suer.

2. Brian Elwin "Synyster Gates" Haner, Jr. (Avenged Sevenfold, lead guitar)
sebenernya sebelum dia sayah suka sama Johnny dulu. haha. maap ya sayangs. wkwkwk.

3. Gerard Arthur Way (My Chemical Romance, lead vocals)
nah, kalo ini, perjalanannya panjang. pertama sayah emang suka sama dia duluan, tapi adiknya muncul, sayah jadi suka sama adiknya, Mikey. terus ke Frank. terus ke Mikey lagi. balik lagi dah ke Gee. wkwkwk!!

4. Gaetan-Jean Sebastien Lefebvre Pepin (Simple Plan, rhythm guitar)
pertama kali sayah suka sama David dulu. sebenernya sayah udah nyadar dari pertama klo dia cakep, cuman sayah terlalu tersepona sama David, jadi, yaaah... wkwkwk.

5. Jonathan Jacob Walker (unnamed band, bass)
pertama bukan dia, tapi Ryro. siapa yang nggak suka Ryro?! tapi ternyata dia memunculkan sisi hilariousnya, dan sayahpun tersepona. wkwkwk.

6. William Dean Martin (Good Charlotte, rhythm guitar)
paling pertama sayah sukai ya memang dia...

7. Patrick Martin Stumph (Fall Out Boy, lead vocals + rhythm guitar)
pertama suka Pete. tapi ternyata Pete gelo. lieur sayah, takut. jadi ke yg kalem aja. chubby, lucuu!

8. Billie Joe Armstrong (Green Day, lead vocals + lead guitar)
pertamax! yes! yang laen tidak terlihat begitu menarik buat sayah. hahaii.

9. Jacoby Dakota Shaddix (Papa Roach, lead vocals)
pertama... cakepnya itu waktu rambutnya item/item + blonde streak. klo lg blonde full, aneh.

10. Jerry Allan Horton, Jr. (Papa Roach, lead guitar)
kdua dsukain stelah Coby. cakepnya kalo rambutnya pendek, terus turun. KYAKYAKYAA!!

11. Adam Taylor Siska (The Academy Is..., bass)
pertama mah cuman suka namanya doang, kan lucu, namanya kayak cewek, Sisky. wkwkwk. tapi ternyata orangnya juga lucu, jadi weeeh...

12. William Eugene Beckett, Jr. (The Academy Is..., lead vocals)
Bilvy itu kurus. asa palaur ningali dia luluncatan teu pararuguh, bisi patah... tapi dia ganteng! klo rambutnya pendek n pake kacamata...

13. Alexandro Francisco Suarez Virta Marquin Merceda (Cobra Starship, bass)
NGARANNA HARARESE!! panjang2 teuing boga ngaran, atuh jang! untung ganteng! hehe. pertama disukain. mukanya unik. wkwkwk.

14. Nate Novarro (Cobra Starship, drums)
drummer pertama yg saya keceng. wow kk wow. ganteng. dan setelah sayah pikir2, dia mirip Seb. wkwkwk.

yah... that's it, I guess... yg tau nama lengkapnya Nate Novarro, tell mi pliss. wkwkwk

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

Blood on My Hands

2009-07-24T19:27:00.003+07:00

Singer: The Used
Written by: Bert McCracken
Album: Artwork

You felt the coldness in my eyes
And something I'm not revealing
Though you got used to my disguise
You can't shake this awful feeling

It's the me that I let you know, 'cos I'll never show
I have my reasons
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so
Yeah!

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated so
Don't make me, don't make me be myself around you

Straight from your eyes it's barely me
Beautiful so disfigured
This other side that you can't see
Just praying you won't remember

Feel the pain that I never show
And I hope you know, it's never healing
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so
Yeah!

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated so
Don't make me, don't make me be myself around you

Straight from your eyes it's barely me
Beautiful so disfigured
This other side that you can't see
Just praying you won't remember

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated so
Don't make me, don't make me be myself around you

There's blood on my hands like the blood in you
Some things can't be treated so
Don't make me, don't make me be myself around you

There's blood!

Untitled (How Could This Happen to Me?)

2009-07-24T19:17:00.004+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Album: Still Not Getting Any...

I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how, I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge, I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No, I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Time to Say Goodbye

2009-07-24T19:06:00.002+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Written by: Chuck Comeau, Pierre Bouvier
Album: Simple Plan

I just don't wanna waste another day
I've been trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me, I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye

On the first day that I met you
I should've known to walk away
I should've told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always find a way to let me down

It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye ('Cos things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (You make me sick, I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye, It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're gonna drown (think you're gonna drown)
You just grab your arms around me and pull me down

It's time to say goodbye (I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye ('Cos things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye (You make me sick, I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye, It's time to say goodbye

Now I'm gone, it's too late, you can't fix your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream, so you cry, I can see through your lies
You're just trying to change me (trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance, there's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me, but I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders, and I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

Afterlife

2009-07-24T18:55:00.003+07:00

Singer: Avenged Sevenfold
Written by: The Rev
Album: Avenged Sevenfold

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, 'cos we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife, here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see, so how did this come to be
Arrived too early?

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cos this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cos we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife, here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place, don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my on life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cos this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you, but surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might take me back inside
When the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cos they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be the person I wanna be
(The Rev - I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard, but you gotta let go of me
(The Rev - Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cos this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you, but surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might take me back inside
When the time is right

Hollywood Whore

2009-07-24T18:25:00.002+07:00

Singer: Papa Roach
Album: Metamorphosis

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over

Cocaine nose and trendy clothes, gotta send her to rehab
She found out she's got no soul, but it really doesn't bother her
White trash queen, American dream, oh what a role model
Throwing a fit, making a scene like no tomorrow

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over
The talk of the town, is she's going down?
I'm sorry but the party's over now!

Awake by noon, drunk by 4, sucked up in the showbiz
You're so lame, you're such a bore, I wanna kick your teeth in
Plastic smile to match your style, we can tell you got a face lift
You're so vein, oh so vile, you're a number one hit

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over
The talk of the town, is she's going down?
I'm sorry but the party's over

The cameras are gone, and nobody screams
She couldn't survive her 15 minutes of fame
Her friends are all gone, she's going insane
She'll never survive without her money and fame
It's all going down the drain

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over
The talk of the town, is she's going down?
I'm sorry but the party's over

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
I'm sorry but the party's over
The talk of the town, is she's going down?
I'm sorry but the party's over

Wake up! The party's over
Wake up! The party's over
Wake up! The party's over
Wake up! The party's over now!

Don't let the door hit ya when the good Lord split ya, honey!

Beast and the Harlot

2009-07-15T20:27:00.002+07:00

Singer: Avenged Sevenfold
Written by: Avenged Sevenfold
Album: City of Evil

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence
There's more that meets the eye 'round here
Look to the waters of the deep
A city of evil

There sat a seven headed beast, ten horns raised from its head
Symbolic woman sits on his throne
But hatred strips her and leaves her naked
The beast and the harlot

She's a dwelling place for demons
She's a cage for every unclean spirits
Every filthy bird that makes us drink
The poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings
Fallen now is Babylon the Great

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls
Her plagues will come all at once as mourners watch her burn
Destroyed in an hour

Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too
Will weep and mourn this loss as her sins piled to the skies
The beast and the harlot

She's a dwelling place for demons
She's a cage for every unclean spirits
Every filthy bird that makes us drink
The poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings
Fallen now is Babylon the Great

The day has come for all us sinners
If you're not a servant you'll be struck to the ground
Flee the burning, greedy city
Looking back on her to see there's nothing around
I don't believe in fairy tales and no one wants to go to hell
You'll make a wrong decision but it's easy to see
Now if you wanna serve above and be a king below with us
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever

She's a dwelling place for demons
She's a cage for every unclean spirits
Every filthy bird that makes us drink
The poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings
Fallen now is Babylon the Great

She's a dwelling place for demons
She's a cage for every unclean spirits
Every filthy bird that makes us drink
The poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings
Fallen now is Babylon the Great

Holiday

2009-07-15T20:15:00.005+07:00

Singer: Green Day
Writer: Billie Joe Armstrong
Album: American Idiot

Say, hey!
Go!

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (hey!)
The shame, the ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called 'Faith and Misery' (hey!)
And plead the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hear the drums pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line (hey!)
To find the money's on the other side

Can I get another 'amen'? (amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men (hey!)
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hey!
3, 4!

The representative from California has the floor

Sieg Heil to the President Gasman, Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel Towers, who criticize your government
Bang, bang, goes the broken glass and kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire setting fire, is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws, yeah!

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
This is our lives on holiday

Jenny

2009-07-15T20:02:00.003+07:00

Singer: The Click Five
Written by: Ben Romans, Jez Ashurst, Chris Braide
Album: Modern Minds and Pastimes

She calls me baby, then she won't call me
Says she adores me, and then ignores me
Jenny, what's the problem?

She keeps her distance, and sits on fences
Puts up resistance, and builds defenses
Jenny, what's the problem?

You leave me hanging on a line
Everytime you change your mind

First you say you won't, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
We're standing still, Jenny, you got me on my knees
Jenny, it's killing me

She needs her own space, she's playing mind games
Ends up in my place, saying that she's changed
Jenny, what's the problem?

I try to read between the lines
You got me going out of my mind

First you say you won't, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
We're standing still, Jenny, you got me on my knees
Jenny, it's killing me

It's killing me
It's killing me
Jenny

First you say you won't, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
We're standing still, Jenny, you got me on my knees
Jenny

First you say you won't, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
We're standing still, Jenny, you got me on my knees
Jenny, it's killing me

It's killing me
Jenny

Lifeline

2009-07-15T19:57:00.002+07:00

Singer: Papa Roach
Album: Metamorphosis

When I was a boy, I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me in this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong

I was way out there, on a wrong side of town
And the ones that I love, I started pushing 'em out
Then I realized, that it was all my fault

I've been looking for a lifeline, for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand, and I ask for some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light, then I fell to the ground.

I've been looking for a lifeline, for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline
Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way
And in a world so cold, it's hard to keep the faith
I'm never gonna fade away
Yeah!

I've been looking for a lifeline, for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline
Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

About a Girl

2009-07-15T19:47:00.002+07:00

Singer: The Academy Is...
Written by: William Beckett & Mike Carden
Album: Fast Times at Barrington High

One song about a girl, can't breathe when I'm around her
I wait here everyday, in case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice...

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

Woo!

Last night, I knew what to say, but you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well-rehearsed, tongue-tied and overloaded
You'll never notice...

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl
I'm not in love, this is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved, everyone...

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words...

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl
I'm not in love, this is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

2009-07-15T19:42:00.001+07:00

UDAH JANJI. NGGAK BOLEH LAGI. TAPI NGGAK BISA.
DASARNYA OTAK GUE EMANG UDAH EMO N GAY, MO GIMANA LAGI?

2009/2010

2009-07-15T19:36:00.001+07:00

kelas baru saya...

hmm...

RIBUT.

cwenya pada gordes smua, dari kecil makan toa kli y.

stress sendiri guah.

udah ah, ngomelnya. hehe.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

UPDATED!! My Random Facts

2009-07-10T15:56:00.001+07:00

1. gw suka Queen, dari umur 3-going-on-4. muda? memang. hehe.

2. lirik lagu Queen yg paling pertama gw hapal adl Bohemian Rhapsody, lengkap dgn opera sectionnya. ajaib.

3. gw menganggap Paul Rodgers GANTENG BANGET klo lagi pke kacamata.

4. gw wkt kecil lebih cepet blajar jalan daripada blajar ngomong. begitu bisa ngomong, nggak bisa berenti ngomong gw. begitu umur 14/15, langsung jadi pendiem. aneh.

5. gw itu antisosial, lebih suka nongkrong di pojokan sendirian sambil dengerin MP3 daripada ngobrol sama tmn2. sejak SMA, gw punya banyak temen, jadi rada ilang lah, tapi kebiasaan ini masih suka muncul, kalo lagi sendirian. jadi, jangan biarin gw sendiri, kalo nggak mau gw jadi ansos.

6. gw adalah tipikal orang yg pasti sering dapet Celebrity Crushes, atau naksir sama seleb.

so far, gw udah naksir sama:
- John Deacon (Queen, bass)
- Synyster Gates (Avenged Sevenfold, lead guitar)
- Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance, vocal)
- Sebastien Lefebvre (Simple Plan, rhythm guitar)
- Jon Walker ([untitled band], bass)
- Billy Martin (Good Charlotte, rhythm guitar)
- Patrick Stump (Fall Out Boy, vocal, rhythm guitar)
- Billie Joe Armstrong (Green Day, vocal, lead guitar)
- Jacoby Shaddix (Papa Roach, vocal)
- Jerry Horton (Papa Roach, guitar)
- Adam T. Siska (The Academy Is..., bass)
- William Beckett (The Academy Is..., vocal)
- Alex Suarez (Cobra Starship, bass)
- Gabe Saporta (Cobra Starship, vocal)

dan entah kenapa gw nggak pernah naksir sama drummer. dan gw lebih sering attracted sama orang yg megang instrumen bersenar, baik gitar maupun bass. dan instrumen lain yg ada senarnya.

7. pertama kali liat cover kaset Queen's Greatest Hits, gw langsung bilang orang yg ada di sebelah Freddie, yg rambutnya coklat, pke jaket yg ada tulisan Queen, GANTENG GILA. dan ternyata itu adalah John Deacon.

8. gw paling ngga bisa ngomong depan umum. singkatnya, sering kena stage fright/demam panggung.

9. gw takut sama Allah, takut sama kecoa, takut sama tikus, and most of all, gw takut sama setan.

10. gw paling lemah klo udah ngeliat cwo cakep yg rambutnya natural blonde, macem Roger Taylor. anehnya, celeb crush gw nggak pernah ada yg natural blonde.

11. menurut gw, kita bisa mengenal watak seseorang lewat MATA. watak seseorang bisa diliat dari sorot matanya. kalo sorot matanya kuat, pasti orang itu tegas n kuat. kalo loyo, berarti tuh orang nggak punya semangat idup. kasian.

12. kaset Queen pertama gw adl Greatest Hits. sampe sekarang, koleksi kaset Queen ada 24. 13 studio album, 3 compilation album, 3 set live album (1 set 2 kaset), 2 solo album, dan akan bertambah terus sampe lengkap!

13. surga dunia gw ada tiga, namanya TOKO KASET ANTIK, CLASSIC ROCK CAFE, sama RUMAH.

14. kalo marah (kecuali dpn ortu, cari mati itu namanya), gw sering tanpa sengaja ngomong an**ng, go**ok, f**k, s**t, atau bahkan f**k s**t godd**n motherf**king f**k. (ahahahahaha!!)

15. gw mulai ngomong the f-word sejak gw nonton Shaun of the Dead.

16. gw pngn masuk astronomi, tapi ngga bisa mateka n fisika.

17. gw paling benci kalo udah ada org yg bilang gw pngn msk astronomi soalnya Brian May org astronomi.

18. gw pngn msk astronomi soalnya gw pngn ngeliat langsung supernova, supernova remnant, komet, macem2 nebula, sama white dwarf. gw dh prnah liat gbrny n gbrny KEREN BANGET.

19. klo gw nonton film smp nangis, trs nonton lagi film yg sama, nangis ngga akan keulang2, kecuali klo gw nonton The Bucket List dan Brokeback Mountain.

20. anehnya, gw brasa kna kutukan. kakeknenek gw dari kdua blah pihak meninggalnya slang-sling 2 taun. Eyang Kakung (kakek dari papa) meninggal taun 1998, terus Aki (kakek dari mama) meninggal taun 2000, Eni (nenek dari mama) meninggal taun 2002. pas taun 2004, gw pikir kutukannya ngga jalan lagi. taunya Yangti (nenek dari papa) waktu bulan Desember meninggal. abislah kakeknenek gw...

21. gw paling HEBOH kalo ada lagu band favorit di film2. atau kalo ada video klip band favorit gw di TV. atau interview mereka di TV. bisa mampus gw.

22. gw dulu ngga suka Brian May gara2 rambutnya ANEH BANGET. tapi sekarang, gw jadi cinta bgt sama Brian May, karena dy ganteng, dan kalo rambutnya ngga keriting n panjang, pasti BUTUT!

23. gw dulu ngga nyadar klo Roger Taylor sebenernya cakep. bru nyadar stlah Anya bilang dy ganteng.

24. gw dulu suka sama Roger, tapi sejak tau pribadinya, bisa tiba2 benci berat sm Roger.

25. gw paling ngga bisa berantem/adu mulut bneran sama Neta, Dewi, Dina sama Ina my best friends.

26. gw ngga inget masa kecil gw, palingan ingetnya mulai dari umur 4.

27. kena kecelakaan mobil cuman sekali, waktu umur 4, pulang dari Tangkuban Perahu, mobil punya polisi (bukan mobil polisi) nabrak dari belakang, si bagian kanan mobilna nyusruk ka solokan. si papamama cuman shock, gw duduk d blakang, n kjeduk jok depan, jidat benjol. si teteh, sikutnya berdarah, kena tape mobil. kita brenti, trs istirahat d restoran yg berada tepat di depan TKP.

28. kluarga inti (papamamateteharin) bisa ngasih kutukan sama restoran non-fast food yg baru buka/ngga beken. klo kita makan disitu, beberapa minggu/bulan kmudian pasti restoran itu tutup. kecuali Selaras, kita sampe 2 kli makan disitu, baru tutup. smoga Classic Rock Cafe ngga kena!!

29. John Deacon is my first crush. ever.

30. gw pertama kali cinta sama seorang cwo, adalah sama si 'binatang-pohon-biadab'. jujur, gw sampe sekarang nggak bisa berenti cinta sama dy.

31. gw ngerasa, novel yg gw tulis rasanya nggak pernah ada yg hasil sendiri, pasti bisa lancar ditulis kalo udah liat hasil kerja orang laen.

32. gw nggak pernah PD sama diri sendiri. kalo ada tugas sekolah/ulangan, gw nggak pernah ngerasa kalo gw bisa. hasilnya bisa bagus, bisa jelek.

33. gw selalu bisa ngasih ilmu tentang penyakit yg gw tau. gw selalu bisa ngasih solusi kalo temen2 gw ada yg punya masalah. gw bisa jadi psikolog/psikiater pribadi temen2 gw, tapi gw nggak bisa ngurus masalah gw sendiri.

34. gw paling minder kalo tau nilai gw lebih jelek dari temen2 gw.

35. gw punya sikap pesimis yg sama sekali nggak bisa diilangin. sikap ini kayak udah jadi bagian dari hidup gw yg permanen. segimanapun pengennya gw ngilangin sikap ini, tapi tetep aja pasti sekali waktu balik lagi. gw juga seorang yang sering emo.

36. gw pertama kali suka Papa Roach hanya karena Jacoby itu ganteng. dan karena Jacoby mirip Syn.

37. gw suka Avenged Sevenfold setelah gw baca fanficnya. dan gw suka Syn juga setelah baca fanfic Avenged Sevenfold.

38. gw suka My Chemical Romance setelah ketemu sama Dina. and for that, I am grateful.

39. gw adalah salah satu dari banyak orang yang menyukai dan ampir ngefans sama orang LGBT, atau Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transsexual. gw mendukung pernikahan sesama jenis, meskipun gw bukan LGBT, dan meskipun dilarang agama. yang penting yang nikah sama sesama jenis bukan gw. wkwkwk.

40. gw paling benci sama orang yang homophobic atau takut sama orang LGBT. nggak mutu. nggak ngaca. tolol. bodoh. orang LGBT juga manusia tau, kalo yang LGBT itu sodara kalian gimana? mau didepak dari keluarga? nggak mungkin, kan? don't deal, accept.

yahh.. sgitu dulu aja yaa..
tunggu tanggal main selanjutnya..

Panic at the Disco

2009-07-10T15:45:00.003+07:00

NGGAK BUBAR, HANYA KEHILANGAN MEMBER

Ryro sama Jon keluar. mau bikin band baru. oke. sowat.

sombong amat, yak?

baru rilis 2 album, lagi bikin yang ke3, udah maen keluar aja.

gtau deh apa namanya kalo bukan sombong n egois.

ya udah lah ya.

sing sukses lah, Panic at the Disco yg sekarang udah ditinggalin Ryro sama Jon, sama band Ryro sama Jon yg baru.

dibantu sama doa sama sayah.

oh iya...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SYNYSTER GATES.

haha, you're 28 already, baby.

and happy birthday, my beloved daddy.

i know you love your gift. you put it in our car and put on sunglasses on it.

you wanna know what i gave my dad?

Teddy-nya Mr. Bean.

abis papa suka Mr. Bean, gw liat bonekanya. y gw beli lah. hehe.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

novel!

2009-06-29T10:21:00.004+07:00

it's officially titled now...

"The Ultimate Sinner"

lots of plot twist.

lots of gayness. :p

not gonna end happy, for those who are homomania.

it's gonna end happy, for those who are homophobics. curse you.

my novel is like a big middle finger for the homophobics.

i think it's gonna need a sequel. but it's gonna take long.

i started it... a long, long time ago.

it reached 19K words already... 58 pages. still too short.

need more inspiration, hope it comes quickly and easily.

and maybe i can write 2K words and so much more in one day!

bismillah...

EDIT: endingnya diganti. hehe. jadi bahagia-bahagia aja. wkwkwk. tapi pemeran utamanya ngga jadi normal. sori yey. wkwkwk.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

MY NEW FAVORITE MOVIE!

2009-06-09T19:21:00.006+07:00

SUBHANALLAH.

saya baru saja menemukan film favorit saya.

film ini sesuai banget sama kesukaan saya, dan film ini bikin saya nangis.

film apa?

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN

WAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKK!!!!

ni film sakti banget, sumpah.

this film made me cry, squeal and smile.

ini gw kasih sneak peek-nya...

Ennis del Mar (alm. Heath Ledger) sama Jack Twist (JAKE GYLLENHAAL KYAKYA!!) ketemu di kantor Joe Aguirre, dua-duanya sama-sama mau daftar kerjaan.

Mereka disuruh ngurusin domba di Brokeback Mountain.

Long story short, satu malem, Ennis tidur di luar, katirisan, diundang masuk ke kemah sama Jack, and they did what some people did when they're cold. hehe.

Meski Ennis bilang itu cuman "one-shot" atau one time thing, tapi mereka tetep nggak bisa lupa sama satu sama lain. (AWWW, SO SWEEET!!!! hehe. sorry, can't help it.)

Ennis nikah sama tunangannya, Alma (Michelle Williams), terus Jack ketemu sama Lureen (ANNE HATHAWAY KYAKYA!!), terus nikah. Dua-duanya masing-masing punya anak.

Mereka ketemuan 4 tahun kemudian, terus mereka pas ketemu cipokan. Alma ngeliat mereka cipokan. Hayo loh...

aaaand... THAT'S ALL I WANNA GIVE YOU.

lanjutannya, tonton sendiri filmnya.

susah loh nyari DVD-nya. hehe. minjem sama sayah aja.

nilai plus film ini:

- ada gay relationship. YES!
- pasangannya Heath Ledger orang ganteng, Jake Gyllenhaal. YES!
- ada Anne Hathaway. YES!

nilai min film ini:

- masih ada het relationship.
- waktu Ennis sama Jack berantem, di pertemuan selanjutnya mereka tiba-tiba akur lagi. kapan baekannya?
- surat-surat yg dikirim back and forth antara Ennis sama Jack nggak pernah dibacain out loud, terus tulisannya sambung, teu kabaca, jadi nggak ngerti isinya apa.

film ini juga dapet award bagus.

MTV MOVIE AWARDS FOR BEST KISS 2006

WAKAKAKAKAAK!!!

udah ah.

pengen nonton lagi.

nggak puas nonton cuman sekali.

yu ah.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

such a fking fk-up

2009-05-19T08:53:00.004+07:00

my f**king foolishness has cost me my best friend.

Ina remains oblivious, whereas Dina won't even look at me, let alone talk to me now.

when I talk to her, all I got was just a mere nod or a shake of her head.

had I kept my mouth shut, this won't happen.

if I was alone, I felt lonelier now.

it's final and official.

Syn had lost his Zacky.
Gerard had lost his Frank.
Séb had lost his Pierre.
Jon had lost his Ryan.
Billy had lost his Maddens.
Patrick had lost his Pete.
Billie Joe had lost his Tré.
Jacoby had lost his Quinn.

with their loss, all that was left was just a mere vessel, empty without its soul.

just kill me now, so I won't have to cry and drown in the sadness all over again.

after the material of my stupidity was revealed, we could never look at each other with the same look on both of our faces.

when everything changes, I'll tell you.

I'll keep the updates posted.

but I doubt anything will change.

or maybe it's just me, who knows.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah..

MOMOGI

2009-05-14T13:43:00.004+07:00

I am a creature of jealousy.
Who isn't a creature of jealousy?
If there are some, I would love to meet one.

Arin baru sadar, kalo Arin nggak benci sama Che de Rasta.

bukan benci, tapi iri.

Arin iri sama kalian yang temenan sama semua orang, sedangkan Arin rasanya susah banget mau ngomong sama kalian doang.

Arin nggak benci sama Dina n Ina.

bukan benci, tapi iri.

Arin iri bukan sama kalian, tapi sama hubungan kalian.

Arin udah kenal Dina lebih lama, tapi Dina keliatannya lebih seneng sama Ina.

Arin iri sama Ina n Dina, yang gampang banget suka n disukain orang laen.

(sukanya diliat dari sudut pandang umum, bukan romansa. tolong, ya.)

nggak, Arin nggak benci sama Ina.

Arin sayang sama Ina, Arin juga sayang sama Dina.

kalo nggak ada kalian, Arin nggak bisa ngapa-ngapain.

makasih udah mau temenan sama Arin.

mungkin udah takdirnya Arin jadi makhluk ANTIsosial.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin sendirian.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak pinter ngomong.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin pesimis.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak gampang suka sama orang laen.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak gampang disukain sama orang laen.

maap, lagi dalam mood MOMOGI.

eMO-eMO GIla.

tunggu tanggal maen slanjutnyah...

I need some moral support...

2009-05-10T05:45:00.004+07:00

wew.

setelah ampir seminggu susah nafas.

ternyata gw divonis kena bronkhitis kronis.

dasar bodoh.

Kata Babam: "Yang sabar, OK, jangan dijadiin beban,"
Kata Dimsas: "Makanya, pake double, triple ato tremble jaket biar nggak kedinginan..."
Kata Pras: "Wah, ternyata penyakit kita sama!"
Kata Dimsum: "ASTAGHFIRULLAH... wah, teu lucu! serius!! tong patah semangat, oke bro!"

thanks, dudes.

tapi...

Kata Dina: "jahh, watir,"

...

yeah.

poor me.

i think she prefers to hang out with Ina than me now.

not much of a difference...

2009-05-08T07:12:00.000+07:00

ternyata tetep aj ad yg g enak d klas yg skrg.

gw g sk sm muka mrk wkt ngliat gw.

seakan2 gw anak sombong/anak nyebelin.

ngga kbalik?

those f**king b***hes are pissing me the f**k off

yg 1 ceplas-ceplos, yg 1 sarkastik n sok cantik

mauny ap si?

y'know what?

those b***hes could kiss my f**king a**

be grateful that I still have the heart to help you two f**king b***hes

I have seven big words for you..

GO F**K YOURSELVES AND GO TO HELL

This Ain't a Scene, it's an Arms Race

2009-03-27T19:26:00.003+07:00

Singer: Fall Out Boy
Written by: Patrick Stump and Pete Wentz
Album: Infinity on High

I am an arms dealer
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words
And don't really care which side wins
As long as the room keeps singing
That's just the business I'm in, yeah

This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
I'm not a shoulder to cry on
But I digress

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate

I wrote the gospel on giving up
(You look pretty sinking)
But the real bombshells have already sunk
(Prima donnas of the gutter)
At night we're painting your trash gold while you sleep
Crashing not like hips or cars,
No, more like p-p-p-parties

This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This bandwagon's full
Please, catch another

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate

All the boys who the dance floor didn't love
And all the girls whose lips couldn't move fast enough
Sing, until your lungs give out

This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
(Now you)
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
(Wear out the groove)
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
(Sing out loud)
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race
(Oh, oh)
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamned arms race

I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate,
Oh-so-intricate

Small

2009-03-27T19:23:00.003+07:00

Singer: Queen + Paul Rodgers
Written by: Roger Taylor
Album: The Cosmos Rocks

I like to sit here in the sunshine
The trees in the fields are green sublime
Suspended in time
And don't it make you feel small

I like to sit here by the fire's light
The trees in the fields lie bare to the night
The stars burn bright
And don't it make you feel small

Everyone needs a place they can hide
Hide away find a space to be alone
Everyone needs a place they can hide
Everyone needs to find peace sublime

I like to sit here in the autumn time
The trees in the fields they rustle in the wind
The church bells gently chime
Gentle on your mind
Suspended in time
And don't it make you feel small

Everyone needs a place they can hide
Everyone needs to find peace sublime
Oh-oh, peace of mind

Everyone needs a place they can hide
Hide away find a space to be alone
Everyone needs a place they can hide
Hide away find a space to be alone
Everyone needs a place they can hide
Hide away find a space to be alone
Everyone needs a place they can hide
Everyone needs to find peace sublime

Ohh, ohhh, peace of mind

Some Things That Glitter

2009-03-27T19:20:00.001+07:00

Singer: Queen + Paul Rodgers
Written by: Brian May
Album: The Cosmos Rocks

Once I loved a butterfly
Don't wonder how, don't ask me why
But I believed what I'd been told
All things that glitter can't be gold
Ooh-ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, yeah
All things that glitter can't be gold

Those jealous minds conspired to say
Just let that creature fly away
How can it be she has it all
Her pride is headed for a fall
Ooh-ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, yeah
All things that glitter can't be gold

Oh Lord, what races we run
Seeking our place in the sun
Reaching and hoping we'll find the right one

Now every day a new joy brings
My butterfly grew golden wings
It seems we find as we grow old
Some things that glitter may be gold
Ooh-ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, yeah
Yeah, yeah, some things that glitter may be gold

So let us mind what's there to see
Before our hearts become too cold
In spite of all that we've been told
Some things that glitter may be gold

Ooh-ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, yeah
Some things that glitter may be gold
Ooh-ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, ooh-ooh-oooh, yeah
Some things that glitter may be gold

Perfect

2009-03-27T19:13:00.002+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Album: No Pads, No Helmets, Just Balls...

Hey, dad, look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cos we've lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cos we've lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cos we've lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cos we've lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

My Alien

2009-03-27T19:06:00.002+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Album: No Pads, No Helmets, Just Balls...

I'm sick of being alone, when are you coming home?
Just a glimpse of your face
I can remember smelling your hair, I'll meet you anywhere
Somewhere that no one can retrace
Somewhere where nobody will know our faces

She has two arms to hold me
And four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien
She's my alien

She knows when something is wrong, when something doesn't belong
She can read in my mind
And she can be assured that with me, there is no conspiracy
She's not wasting her time
She can take me to the place that she calls home
And a spaceship that will someday be my own
Please take me to your leader
Tell her I will surrender
(I will surrender)

She has two arms to hold me
And four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien

My alien
My alien
My alien
My alien
My alien
My alien

She has two arms to hold me
And four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien

I bought the astronaut's kit
Now all I need's a rocket
My love intergalactic friend
My alien

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl

2009-03-27T18:34:00.002+07:00

Singer: Good Charlotte
Album: Good Morning Revival

Let the record play
Let the record play
Let the record play

The way that you dance, the way that you move
The way that you stare at me across the room
You carry Dior bags, and you got your Chanel
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL
Now I've got Bathing Ape, I got DCMA
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck in my chain
I got a Model 26, but she stays in her place
I got a Kershaw, neatly tucked inside of my waist

And the record keeps playing the same old song
The hipsters been mugging on me all night long
They said, "Ahha, ahha,
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"
They said, "Ahha, ahha,"
But the record keeps playing the same old song
They said, "Ahha, ahha,"
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"

Now she's sweating my friends, and my hurricane shoes
She likes the records I spin, my Adam Barton tattoo
But she can't say, "what's up?" so what does she do?
She just stays posted up the other side of the room
I got AMC tattooed on my hand
I got a black wall street on a black bandanna

And the record keeps playing the same old song
The hipsters been mugging on me all night long
They said, "Ahha, ahha,
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"
They said, "Ahha, ahha,"
But the record keeps playing the same old song
They said, "Ahha, ahha,"
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"

She, she, she don't wanna talk about it
He, he, he wants to fight about
Me, me, I don't wanna fight about it
I just wanna be about it
I'm just trying to stay up out it
Step out the wagon, you know the boy starts to hate
The girl that came with him
That's like, "That's not the boy she dates,"
They get the fighting and swearing
And now the boyfriend is staring the disco ball on the ceiling
Looks like the chain that I'm wearing
But the music keeps blaring
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck in my chain
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck in my chain

And the record keeps playing the same old song
The hipsters been mugging on me all night long
They said, "Ahha, ahha,
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"
And the record keeps playing the same old song
The hipsters been mugging on me all night long
They said, "Ahha, ahha,
Keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl,"

You carry Dior bags, and you got your Chanel
You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL
Now I've got Bathing Ape, I got DCMA
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck in my chain
I got brass knuckles hanging from my neck in my chain

House of Wolves

2009-03-27T18:27:00.004+07:00

Singer: My Chemical Romance
Album: The Black Parade

Well, I know a thing about contrition
Because I got enough to spare
And I've been granting your permission
'Cos you haven't got a prayer

I said, hey, hey, Hallelujah
I wanna come all sing the praise
I'd like the spirit come on through ya
We got innocence for days!

Well, I think I'm gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down

And say what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man, kick me like a stray
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave

S-I-N, I-S-I-N
S-I-N, I-S-I-N
S-I-N, I-S-I-N
S-I-N, I-S-I-N

You play ring around the ambulance
Like you never gave a care
So get the choir boys around you
It's a compliment, I swear

And I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
I wanna hear you sing the praise
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
We got innocence for days!

Well, I think I'm gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down

And say what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man, kick me like a stray
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave

You better run like the devil 'cos they're never gonna leave you alone
You better hide up in the alley 'cos they're never gonna find you a home
And as the blood runs down the walls, you see me creepin' up these halls
I've been a bad motherfucker, tell your sister I'm another

And I said, say what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man, kick me like a stray
Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave

Tell me I'm a bad, bad, bad, bad man
Tell me I'm a bad, bad, bad, bad man
Tell me I'm a bad, bad, bad, bad man
Tell me I'm a bad, bad, bad, bad man

So get up!
So get out!
S-I-N, I-S-I-N!

Northern Downpour

2009-03-27T18:17:00.002+07:00

Singer: Panic! at the Disco
Album: Pretty. Odd.

Urie - If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

The ink is running towards the page
It's chasing off the days
Look back at boat feet and that winding knee
I missed your skin when you were east
You clicked your heels and wished for me

Through playful lips made of yarn
That fragile Capricorn
Unraveled words like moths upon old scarves
I know the world's a broken bone
But melt your headaches, call it home

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

Ross - Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

Urie - Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

Sugarcane, in the easy morning
Weathervanes, my one and lonely

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
You are at the top of my lungs
Drawn to the ones who never yawn

Where Would We be Now?

2009-03-26T12:00:00.002+07:00

Singer: Good Charlotte
Written by: Brothers Blood (Joel and Benji Madden and Billy Martin)
Album: Good Morning Revival

I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me, "Why?" I say
"It's okay," and "I'm just feeling down,"
Your hand on mine I hear the words
"If only love had found us first
Our lives, they would be different,"
So I stand and wait
I am just a man

Where would we be now, baby
If we found each other first?
Where would we be now, baby?

And now I must confess that I'm a sinking ship
And I'm anchored by the weight on my heart
'Cos it filled with these feelings
But I keep my true thoughts locked
Inside my heart's black box
And it won't be found
It won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn

Where would we be now, baby
If we found each other first?
What would you do now, darling
If I said these simple words:
"I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want,"?
But where would we be now, baby?

I'll wait, I'll wait

Where would we be now, baby
If we found each other first?
What would you do now, darling
If I said these simple words:
"I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want,"?
But where would we be now, baby?

I'll wait, I'll wait
I'll wait, I'll wait

Jingle Bombs

2009-03-25T20:35:00.003+07:00

Singer: Achmed the Dead Terrorist/Jeff Dunham

Dashing through the sand
With a bomb strapped to my back
I have a nasty plan
For Christmas in Iraq

I got through checkpoint A
But not through checkpoint B
That's when I got shot in the ass
By the U.S. Military

Oh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Mine blew up, you see
Where are all the virgins that Bin Laden promised me?
Jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Your soldiers shot me dead
The only thing that I have left is this towel upon my head

I used to be a man
But every time I cough
Thanks to Uncle Sam
My nuts keep falling off

My bombing days are done
I need to find some work
Perhaps it would be much safer
As a convenience store night clerk

Oh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
I think I got screwed
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead
Or I'll kill you

I KILL YOU!!!

namanya umuuuuum!!!

2009-03-25T20:30:00.002+07:00

John/Jon:
- John Deacon, Queen
- Johnny Christ, Avenged Sevenfold
- Jon Walker, Panic! at the Disco

Brian:
- Brian May, Queen
- Brian Haner, Jr. (Synyster Gates), Avenged Sevenfold

Matt:
- Matt Shadows, Avenged Sevenfold
- Matt Berry, Avenged Sevenfold's roadie
- Matthew Bellamy, MUSE
- Matt Tuck, Bullet for My Valentine

Jimmy/James:
- Jimmy Sullivan (The Rev), Avenged Sevenfold
- James Hart, Burn Halo/Eighteen Visions

banyak bgt artis yg sharing nama pertama. NAMANYA UMUUUUM!!!

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

UTS, and the after effect

2009-03-25T20:01:00.002+07:00

UTS selesai. OK. mari bersorak selama sekitar 5 menit.

HOREEEE!!! UTS GEUS BERES EUY, CUY!!!

OK, more likely 5 seconds, but, whatever.

UTS selesai. tidak berarti kita bisa bernafas lega, men.

UTS selesai, and all hell will break loose.

right after we recieve the death notice.

RAPOT TENGAH SEMESTER

atau yg sering disebut RAPOT BAYANGAN...

akan mengantarkan kita ke alam baka lebih cepat dari yang kita kira.

begitu liat ke selembar kertas yg nggak berdosa itu...

JENG-JENG!!!

100 = Bahasa Jepang
84 = Bahasa Inggris
83 = Komputer
77 = Sejarah (ajaib!)
73 = Bahasa Sunda (ajaib lagi!)

oke, lumayan lah ya. tapi bahasa semua men.

tapi...

67 = Agama (wew, gw yg biadab ini... wkwkwk)
65 = Matematika (lumayan lah...)
60 = Ekonomi
60 = Kimia
56 = B. Indonesia
55 = Fisika
48 = Biologi
47 = PKn (dasar si sayah emang nggak bermoral...)
37 = Geografi (aduh!)

WHAT THE F**K ARE THESE?!

oh, God... motherf**ker...

I'm SO screwed.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah... itu juga kalo sayah masih punya izin internetan... :((

new comedy!!

2009-03-25T19:18:00.002+07:00

Two words. JEFF. DUNHAM.

a motherf**king genius.

gaul. sangat.

apalagi Achmed, the Dead Terrorist, boneka tengkorak yg sebelum mati katanya gawenya suicide bomber.

ini beberapa memorable quote Achmed...

"SILENCE! I KILL YOU!!"
"Good evening... Infidels..."
"Goddamnit. Oh! I mean, Allah, damnit,"
"I'm a horrible parent... I took [my son] to "Take Your Kid to Work" Day..."
"It's not funny!"
"My wife is still pissed at me! She came to the market and said, "Where's our son?" then I go "Over there, over there, and up there,","
"Kids nowadays, they blow up so fast..."
"I can't wait to see Santa Claus, I'm gonna sit on his knees, I'm gonna tell him what I want, then I'm gonna blow him up!"
"No! Do not say my name! I'm incognito..."
Jeff: "You're Muslim,"
Achmed: "No, I'm not! I'm made in China!"

bagi kalian yg ngefans sama Synyster Gates dari Avenged Sevenfold pasti udah nggak asing sama nama Papa Gates, kan?

yap, Papa Gates itu Brian Haner, Sr. atau papanya Synyster Gates. duh.

dia ikut tur bareng Jeff Dunham juga, jadi kalo kalian ngefans sama Papa Gates, tonton video lagunya Achmed, Jingle Bombs!

liriknya akan diprovide secepatnya...

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

just for fun...

2009-03-25T19:12:00.003+07:00

1.Spend all day with just one Avenged member or 10 minutes with all five?
All day with Brian XD.

2.Go to a meet & greet and no concert or concert and no meet & greet?
Concert n no meet n greet

3.Steal one of Matt's t-shirts or one of Brian's guitar picks?
Guitar pick!

4.Sing in front of Avenged Sevenfold or sing in front of their fans?
Sing in front of A7X. Malu2in kalo nyanyi di depan fansnya mah. Bisi jelek suaranya :D

5.Go on a date with Zacky or just be friends with all five of them?
Be friends. Kalo go on a date with Zacky gue bisa dipeuncit sama Dina.

6.Get a tattoo with Johnny or perform with Avenged?
Perform with A7X! Ga boleh punya tato sih...

7.Be friends with Matt or friends with Brian?
Friends with Brian, lah...

8.Touch Matt's mohawk or touch Brian's.. *lacking word to describe gorgeous hair*?
Brian’s hair.... KYAAAA!!!

9.Hug Papa Gates or hug whoever the hell Zack's dad is?
Papa Gates!!

10.Be picked for Warmness on the Soul or have one of them tell you you're beautiful?
Have Brian tell me I’m beautiful. TIDAAAAKKKK!!!

11.Have Johnny laugh at something you say or have Jimmy make you laugh?
Johnny laugh at something I say. I love making people laugh.

12.Get a bear hug from Matt or a high five from Zacky?
Bear huggg!! Bisa dikulitin sama Dina kalo hi-5 sama Zacky.

13.Get invited to a concert after party or invited on stage?
On stage aja ah. Kalo after party, agak bahaya... XD.

14.Be the star 'love interest' in a A7X music video or record a song with them?
Be the star ‘love interest’... meski cuman peran, apapun akan saya usahakan demi jadi ‘love interest’-nya Brian!! Yey!

15.Announce A7X on stage or be the opening performer?
Opening performer!

16.Arm wrestle Johnny or play wiffle ball with Zacky?
Arm wrestle aja, meski tau bakal kalah. Wkwkwkwk.

17.Beat box for Zacky while he's rapping or rap with him?
Rap aja, gak bisa beat box!

18.Learn to play guitar from Brian or to play piano from Jimmy AND Matt?
Play guitar from Brian!

19.Sing with Matt on stage or dance with Johnny?
Sing with Matt! Rame!

20.Get a phone call from Brian or a text message from Zacky?
Phone call from Brian!!

21.Go bowling with Matt and Zacky or watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny?
Bowling!!

22.Trip over in front of Matt or have a blonde moment in front of Jimmy?
Blonde moment. Lebih tidak memalukan daripada ti soledat di hareupeun jelema kasep.

23.Ride in Avenged's bus with all of them or in Matt's car with just him?
Bus... asal ada Brian. Wkwkwkwk.

24.Help straighten Brian's hair or help straighten Zacky's hair?
Brian's!

25.See Matt shirtless or see all five boys at a pool at a hotel you're staying at?
Poooool... sering liar kalo Matt shirtless mah... lumayan, ada Brian... kyakyakyakyakya...

26.Get an autograph from all of them or get just a hug from them?
Autograph deh. Yang bisa disimpen di dalam dan luar hati. Wkwkwk.

27.Get a kiss on the cheek from Jimmy or have all five think you're beautiful?
Kalo kiss on the cheek from Jimmy, gue dibakar sama Ina nanti... jadi have all of them think I’m beautiful.

28.See Johnny in a store while shopping or see Matt in an arcade?
Matt in an arcade. Gue nggak begitu suka shopping.

29.Meet just Jimmy and get a hug or meet all five and just get to say hi?
Meet all five and just get to say hi... YANG PENTING ADA BRIAN!!

30.Steal Brian's guitar or Jimmy's favorite drumsticks?
Brian’s guitar... hehehehehehehhhhhh....

31.Get a big hug from Val or get a picture with Papa Gates?
Picture with Papa Gates!

32.Have Brian notice your sign on stage or have Matt wave at you on stage?
Brian notice my sign! Yang penting BRIAN!

33.Meet just Matt and Johnny or just Jimmy and Zacky?
Meet just Matt and Johnny. Yang safe-safe aja. Kalo Jimmy sama Zacky gue bisa jadi mangsa Dina sama Ina yang selanjutnya.

34.Have Zacky smile at you or have Matt laugh at something you say?
Matt laugh at something I say.

35.Have Johnny bring you out food in the morning at a show or give them gifts?
Give them gifts!

36.Be on the tour bus at TOC with them or be on stage with them?
Tour bus, biar bisa liat mereka aslinya. Wkwkwk.

37.Get to go backstage at a concert or get 20 minutes alone at a meet & greet?
Backstage. Brian kalo keringetan ajib men. Wakakakakakakkkkk.

38.Try to sneak onto their tour bus or try to sneak backstage?
Tour bus!

39.See Jimmy at KFC or Zacky at McDonalds?
Kalo Brian di Classic Rock Cafe gimana? Wkwkkwk.. Jimmy di KFC deh. Gue lebih suka KFC daripada McD. Well, either way, I’m gonna be killed.

40.See Zacky dance in person or hear Johnny attempt to rap in person?
Zacky jogeeeet!!

41.Have a dance contest against Jimmy or have a singing contest against Brian?
Singing contest with Brian... biar bisa denger Brian nyanyi. Wkwkwk.

42.Play against Matt in halo or against Brian in guitar hero?
Brian di Guitar Hero. Gue ngga bisa maen Halo.

43.Go on a date with Zacky or see all five in the street and get hugs?
Hugs! Mampus gue kalo nge-date sama Zacky!

44.Meet them at a concert or meet them randomly in disney world?
Disney Wooooorld!!! my f**king childish side... di depan org2 ganteng!! GAH!!

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

new game for Queen lovers!

2009-02-08T19:58:00.002+07:00

ada game namanya SingStar.

banyaaaaak bgt lagunya.

tapi ada yg spesial, baru mau kluar, hrsnya sih.

THERE'S SINGSTAR QUEEN!!!!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Available for PS3 and PS2!!

masalahnya.

mungkin kagak bakal dirilis di Indo.

F**K!

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

MCR is BACK!

2009-01-30T19:30:00.002+07:00

yaaaaaaaay!!!!!

they're back!!

they're covering Bob Dylan's song, "Desolation Row"

and they made a f**king video for it!!

there's a preview of the video, in MTV.com

gauuuul!!!

Gee-nya ganteeng...

wkwkwk!

and it's a really cool song, but i haven't managed to download it...

damn it.

and they're recording a new album as we speak!

yaaaay!!

here's the link to the video preview in MTV.com!
http://www.mtv.com/movies/news/articles/1603749/story.jhtml

so cool!

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah!

me and my small 'family'. so much fun!

2009-01-30T19:10:00.006+07:00

well, in my class, me and 8 of my friends, we made this small 'family'... called the Lieur Family.

because our mission is to make the world LIEUR!

yay!

there are...
1. Our 'Father', R. Bramadi N. W. (nama belakang remains anon) atau Babam atau Cupang (jangan nanya kenapa dipanggil cupang, agak... disturbing. hehe.)
2. Our 'Father-ish Mother', Reza Satya atau Obama (wkwkwkwk!!! Obama, karena dia mirip Barack Obama, tapi sebenernya dia Michelle Obama, karena dia 'mama' wkwkwk!)
3. The 1st child, Dimas Adhi Putra atau Dimsas atau Cacing (jgn tanya!)
4. The 2nd child, Prasetia Pramudhita Yuliarso atau Pras
5. The 3rd child, Dina Amalia, kdg suka diplesetin jadi Dina Mamalia. wkwkwk!!!
6. The 4th child, Ina Rosdiana
7. The 5th child, me! Marina Savira atau Arin
8. The 6th child, Gary Malik Albana.
9. And the last child, Dimas Pangestu, si Big Youngest Son. wkwkwk. Dimsum, Dimsum...

geez, i'm young! :D

this is my small family, the family that keeps me insane, not sane. :D

my closest 'brother' Gary, knows that I'm a sucker for gay people. and he started to, like, hugs Pras and Reza, tries to kiss Reza and such... he made me literally squealed. KYAAAAAA!!!!!

as much as I love my closest 'brother', he was kinda annoying.

and we have our own Friendster! check it out!
http://profiles.friendster.com/thelieursiblings

yeah! my small 'family' ROCKS!

it's basically the only thing that keeps me alive and insane, aside from my real family.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

...

2009-01-17T12:25:00.003+07:00

Jumat, 16 Januari 2009

hari dimana gw ngrasa malu n rasanya sakit bgt.

pelajaran MTK, Trigonometri.

pas hari Selasa gw g masuk, sakit.

n gw g blajar.

wkt ad yg kena tanya sin30 brp, pada ngasih petunjuk sm yg lagi ditanyain.

gw sama sekali ngga ngerti apa yg mereka omongin.

i felt out of place.

i felt left out.

i felt... stupid.

pengen nangis, ntar pada nanyain knapa.

trs gw kna tanya tan30 brp, cari pke rumus.

mana gw ngerti?

malu.

ngga ngerti.

pengen nangis.

and it f**king hurts.

*sigh*

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

oh, anyway...

Happy New Years.

SUBHANALLAH....

2008-12-16T16:25:00.005+07:00

saya NGE-DELETE THE SIMS 2, ENTIRELY.

this demands celebration!! OLEEEE!!!

why?

karena.

because.

wkwkwk.

karena, because, The Sims 3 is coming up and it needs, like, 7.5GB in my computer system.

WHAT THE F**K??!!!

jadi, yah... apa mau dikata... delete saja lah, g akan dimaenin lagi ini...

The Sims 2:

total file: 26.871 files
total folder: 2.597 folders
TOTAL SIZE???

14.0 GB (15,083,561,780 bytes)

TOTAL SIZE ON DISK???

14.1 GB (15,144,849,408 bytes)

TERIMA KASIH, ASSALAMUALAIKUM WR. WB.

wkwkwk.

it's like half the requirements for The Sims 3.

Bye2, Sims 2!!

dan komputer jadi melesat sekarang. wkwkwk.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah...

ngga mau ke 13 lagi...

2008-12-16T16:08:00.003+07:00

i've pledged myself not to return to that 'filled-with-painful-memories' school.

terlalu banyak pengalaman jelek...

and mostly, it's my own damned brain's fault.

mungkin mereka ngga nyuekin aku, akunya aja yg sensian.

tapi klo emang mereka ngga nyuekin aku, terus istilah 'didiemin' bisa masuk ngga?

i dunno bout that...

i'm too damn happy with my life now, it's a shame to put it all away.

great friends, great teachers, (insya allah) great grades...

so what's the point in going back to remember my worst nightmare?

tunggu tanggal maen slanjutnyah...

There Must Be More to Life Than This

2008-12-15T17:08:00.003+07:00

Singer: Freddie Mercury
Written by: Freddie Mercury
Album: Mr. Bad Guy

There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than this
How do we cope in a world without love
Mending all those broken hearts
And tending to those crying faces

There must be more to life than living
There must be more than meets the eye
Why should it be just a case of black or white
There must be more to life than this

Why is this world so full of hate
People dying everywhere
And we destroy what we create
People fighting for their human rights
But we just go on saying c'est la vie
So this is life

There must be more to life than killing
A better way for us to survive
What good is life, if in the end we all must die
There must be more to life than this

There must be more to life than this
There must be more to life than this
I live in hope for a world filled with love
Then we can all just live in peace

There must be more to life, much more to life
There must be more to life, more to life than this

The River

2008-12-15T17:00:00.003+07:00

Singer: Good Charlotte + M. Shadows
Written by: Joel and Benji Madden
Album: Good Morning Revival

Madden - As I walk through the valley of the shadow of L.A.
The footsteps that were next to me have gone the separate way
I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way
I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life and I wanna be delivered
In a city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong but I swear I'm a believer
Like a prodigal son, I was out on my own
I was trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered, I'm delivered

Shadows - You're from a small town, you're gonna grow up fast
Underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood, on the boulevard
The dead come back to life
To the praying mother and the worried father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know

Madden - They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life and I wanna be delivered
In a city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong but I swear I'm a believer
Like a prodigal son, I was out on my own
I was trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered, I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (Shadows - On my own)
Baptized in the river (Shadows - On my own)
I wanna be delivered

Shadows - On my own, on my own

Baptized in the river (Shadows - On my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (Shadows - On my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (Shadows - On my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life and I wanna be delivered

Your Love is a Lie

2008-12-15T16:54:00.002+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Album: Simple Plan

I fall asleep on the telephone (telephone)
It's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been? (where have you been?)
I found a note with another name (another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
'Cos I can feel that you're gone (feel that you're gone)

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your story
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent (innocent)
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean (know what I mean)
How does it feel when you kiss, when you know that I trust you?
Do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene? (be more obscene)

So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because
It's too late, it's too late

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know your love is just a lie
I know, I know you're nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie
Your love is just a lie

Helena

2008-12-13T17:36:00.001+07:00

Singer: My Chemical Romance
Written by: Gerard Way
Album: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

Long ago, just like a hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate
The life of everyone you knew
And what’s the worst you take? (Worst you take)
From every heart you break (Heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (Blade you stain)
Well I’ve been holding on tonight

What’s the worse that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time when every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what’s the worst you take? (Worst you take)
From every heart you break (Heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (Blade you stain)
Well I’ve been holding on tonight

What’s the worse that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We meet again when both our cars collide?

What’s the worse that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

I Write Sins, Not Tragedies

2008-12-11T15:02:00.004+07:00

Singer: Panic! at the Disco
Album: A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in the church corridor
And I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says the bridesmaid to the waiter
and "Yes, but what a shame. What a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore,"

I chimed in with a, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality,"
I chimed in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of..."

Oh, well in fact, we all look at it this way
I mean technically our marriage is saved
So this calls for a toast so
Pour the champagne
Oh, well in fact, we all look at it this way
I mean technically our marriage is saved
So this calls for a toast so
Pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I chimed in with a, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality,"
I chimed in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality,"
Again

I chimed in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality,"
I chimed in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door?"
"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality,"
Again

Cancer

2008-12-11T14:51:00.002+07:00

Singer: My Chemical Romance
Album: The Black Parade

Turn away
If you could get me a drink of water
'Cos my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still
I will not kiss you
'Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you

Now turn away
'Cos I'm awful just to see
'Cos all my hairs abandon all my body, oh my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living, and I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today))
I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
'Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you

Unbound (The Wild Ride)

2008-12-11T14:43:00.002+07:00

Singer: Avenged Sevenfold
Album: Avenged Sevenfold

Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should
It's hard to find, but that's alright, yeah, yeah
Searching for the way, push harder everyday
It's deep inside, that shining light, yeah, yeah
But I'm scarred by barriers placed in my path
I'm scathed

This ride, that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound

Sometimes when we're young and always on the run
It gets so dark, and I know that place, yeah, yeah
So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn
Well, so do I, and we've got plenty of time, yeah, yeah
Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go
Hold on

This ride, that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
But living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something slipping away

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
But living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something slipping away

There's nothing here to take for granted
With each breath that we take
The hands of time strip youth in our bodies, we fade
Memories remain, as time goes on

There's nothing here to take for granted
With each breath that we take
The hands of time strip youth in our bodies, we fade
Memories remain, as time goes on

No Love

2008-12-09T12:45:00.002+07:00

Singer: Simple Plan
Album: Simple Plan

Staring out to the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling out the driveway, and you don't make a sound
'Cos you always learned to hold the things you wanna say
You're always gotta be afraid

There's only hate, there's only tears
There's only pain, there is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies, there's only fear
There's only pain, there in no love here

Broken down, like a mirror smashed to pieces
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they will have so much to say
'Cos every time you fight the scars are gonna heal
But they're never gonna go away

There's only hate, there's only tears
There's only pain, there is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies, there's only fear
There's only pain, there in no love here
Oh, so what will you do?

You're falling, you're screaming
You're stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, you're crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door 'cos this is over
Get me outta here

There's only hate, there's only tears
There's only pain, there is no love here
Oh, so what will you do?
There's only lies, there's only fear
There's only pain, there in no love here
Oh, no, what will you do?

There's only hate, there's only tears
There's only pain, there is no love here

Cosmos Rockin'

2008-12-09T12:41:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen + Paul Rodgers
Written by: Roger Taylor
Album: The Cosmos Rocks

What planet is this, mmmh?
Let there be rock 'n' roll

It's a Saturday night and I'm home alone
With the music on quiet I'm flying solo
Then my feet start moving to the sound of the beat
Put the music up loud hear it in the street
Then the neighbours start banging on my front door
Throw the door wide open saying what's your point
Come on in let's rock this joint

We got the whole house rocking
We got the whole house rocking
We got the whole house rocking
We got the whole house rocking
We got the whole house rocking
To the mighty power of rock 'n' roll

We dance out of the door, dance into the street
And all the people are swaying to the musical beat
We rock down the road and down to the town
And all the people stare and smile and get down
Then the police man is saying "stop this noise"
But the beat takes over now he's one of the boys
The beat's taken over now he's one of the boys

Come on down let's rock this town

We got the whole town rocking
We got the whole town rocking
We got the whole town rocking
We got the whole town rocking
We got the whole town rocking
To the mighty power of rock 'n' roll

Let's go
Let it roll
Are you ready?
Said are you ready?
The cosmos rocks

Across seven seas through the Panama,
Now they're rockin' on beaches and they're rockin' in bars
Don't ask me how and don't ask me why
From Miami Beach down to old Bondi
There's a rock 'n' roll fever in every place
Next thing you know they'll be rockin' out in space

Come on down let's rock this place
Come on down and
Sock it to me

We got the whole world rocking
We got the whole world rocking
We got the whole world rocking
We got the whole world rocking
We got the whole world rocking
To the mighty mighty mighty power

We got the cosmos rocking
We got the cosmos rocking
We got the universe rocking
We got the cosmos rocking
We got the cosmos rocking
To the mighty power of rock 'n' roll

The Sharpest Lives

2008-10-20T19:19:00.001+07:00

Singer: My Chemical Romance
Album: The Black Parade

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch can I sleep in my clothes?
‘Cos I spent the night dancing, I’m drunk I suppose
If it looks like I’m laughing I’m really just asking to leave

This alone you’re in time for the show
You’re the one that I need; I’m the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
‘Cos I love all the poison away with the boys in the band

I’ve really been on a bender in the show
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
Then you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandon me

There’s a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I’ve really been on a bender in the show
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
Then you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandon me

Give me a shot to remember
Then you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandon me

antisosial pd seorg Marina Savira itu...

2008-09-29T20:33:00.001+07:00

= cacat permanen.

g ad yg bs dilakuin spy bs ilang.

klo aq udh kyk gini, y aq kyk gini.

aq antisosial jg g ngruh sm syp2 kn?

g ngrugiin org laen kn?

yg rugi cmn aq kn?

THEN WHY DO YOU CARE?!

when i need someone, i'll tell them.

when i don't, however...

i'll stay silent. simple as that.

aq g mau brubah.

aq mnolak dgn tegas klo ad yg mau ngrubah aq.

i have 10 words that suits my identity..

1. autistic
2. antisocial
3. invisible
4. alone
5. unimportant
6. pessimistic
7. hurt
8. depressed
9. introverted
10. ignorable

perfect.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah..

well, well, f**king well..

2008-09-29T20:19:00.002+07:00

gw pikir nagging gw bkl brs..

but guess what?!

I STILL have something to nag about.

ngga, bkn che de rasta, sy save dr jangkauan mrk utk smntara wkt.

it's my own f**king family.

tiap ad kmpl kluarga, hrsny smua ngajak ngbrl smua kn?

but no, not in my case.

wkt mrk popotoan, guess what I did?

yap, MOJOK, DNGRIN LAGU SNDIRIAN.

yg slh gw jg sih, gw g pinter ngmng, so no-one's interested in me.

I'll always be a KID in their eyes, jd apapun yg gw omongin, msk kanan, kluar kiri. g dserap, dianggap tdk pnting.

that's what I'll always be. a f**king KID.

I'm 15 years old if you don't know.

I HATE crowds. apalagi yg g mrhatiin gw.

you now know that I'm a f**king attention whore.

mrk ktawa tnp gw. n tmpkny mrk g ngliat ad yg ilang. gw.

g jrg gw nangis gr2 ini. gw sering plg dr rmh wa amy yg d sblh rmh gw, k kmr, hny utk nangis.

mrk jg kykny g ad yg nyadar gw plg.

see how f**king invisible I truly am?!

gw kykny hrs nulis novel dgn crita kyk gini.. kykny bs jd best seller y. haha. you wish.

emg sih, yg gw omongin g prnah jauh dr musik.

but that is exactly my problem. musik yg gw sk, d kluarga gw g ad yg sk.

klo ad jg, g ad yg sfanatik gw.

yep, I'm the f**king FREAK in this f**king family.

my autism is back, after I thought I'm over it.

oh well, might as well have something to brag about again.

"hey, guess what?! I'm f**king invisible, my family and ex-classmates ignores me, and I have f**king autism! how nice is that?!"

now, that's something you don't hear everyday.

maapkan c syh atas smua pnggunaan kt2 yg inappropriate, I just can't help it.

dgn ini, sy anugerahkan title The Most Pessimistic Person in the Whole Wide World kpd dr sy sndiri. applause, applause. *notice the sarcasm there? if you do, good job.

punten, lg rada stress. ini sdh sy alami brtahun2, tp bru bs dtumpahin skrg.

tunggu tgl main slanjutnyah..

finally, a change!!

2008-09-11T20:04:00.005+07:00

org2 meureunan cararape, liat blog sayah, isinya Queen kabeh.

yah, demi deh. demi kebaikan smua orang, dan kebaikan sayah, juga reputasi sayah.

sekarang isinya lirik QUEEN, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, SIMPLE PLAN, PANIC! AT THE DISCO sama GOOD CHARLOTTE.

g hanya lirik, tp jg info2 simple ttg band2 onoh.

tdk lp smua omelan2 g pnting syh jg.

sip? sip?

siip...

tunggu tanggal maen slanjutnyah...

22, berkabung

2008-09-06T17:05:00.002+07:00

minggu ini SMA Negeri 22 Bandung sedang berkabung.

hari Jum'at tanggal 29 Agustus 2008, Ibu Dian Utami, guru B. Indonesia SMA Negeri 22 Bandung, juga wali kelas X-3, meninggal karena stroke di Rumah Sakit Al-Islam Bandung, setelah sebelumnya pada hari Selasa pada minggu yang sama mengalami koma.

Dina yang cerita, ibunya sahabat baik Bu Dian, bahkan ibunya ada waktu Ibu Dian meninggal.
banyak guru yang nangis, bahkan Pak Wawan sama Pak Erwin aja nangis.

terus, hari Kamis tanggal 4 Agustus 2008, Nikita, murid kelas X-4, jam 02.00 meninggal setelah sebelumnya mengalami kecelakaan motor.

ceritanya sih, dia sama temennya naek motor di jalan Soekarno-Hatta, pas mau belok ke Alfamart, ada motor laen yang nabrak motor mereka. temennya ngga apa-apa, tapi Nikita memar di mata dan di dadanya, kalo ngga salah. kalo salah harap koreksi lewat komen/protes.

dia dibawa ke RS Al-Islam, tapi sayang, kira-kira jam 02.00, Nikita dipanggil untuk kembali ke Rahmatullah, pada usia yang sangat belia, 14 tahun.

My deepest condolences on these two awful news... smoga mereka diterima di sisi-Nya, amin.

(bahasanya nyampah banget, y?)

tunggu tgl main slanjutnyah...

'che de rasta', kmbali k hidup saya

2008-09-05T22:05:00.001+07:00

hmm.

udh lama g ngpost.

saya datang dgn postingan pnuh caci maki *quote courtesy of teh atin.

they're back into my life.. to ruin my life itself.

td ad 'rapat', ngomongin bubar mantan che de rasta. *bersarkastik ria* subhanallah, saya diajakin. ajaib. punya mata juga mereka, bisa nyadar ada sayah.

okeh lah, saya ksitu soalny ad arni. kangen bgt lah, udh ampir 2 bln g ktmu.

saya k 8 dlu, jmput arni. ktmu argya. yh, ini aj yg mnyenangkan, kangen brt sm dy.

d 13, udh ad kmbar, bajaj, ita sm dadang. t lm kmudian, dtglah de2w.

gw jd kambing congek. mreka ngomongin ap yg trjadi d 8, sdangkan ita n dadang *mntan cdr yg sklh d 22* are nowhere to be seen. sial.

g enakny ini, gw jg dcuekin sm arni. damn, that hurt.

pd akhirny, rapat pun jd makin teu puguh.

sakit kpala sayah.

perfect.

rapat g mulai2, mau pulang g ad tmen. mana blm solat.

solatlah gw. dzuhur DAN ashar. bgitu brs dzuhur lgsg adzan.

pulanglah gw.

gw tanya aj k arni, 'ni, gmn bubar teh?'

jwbnny?

'tgl 15 jm 3 ngmpul dl'

jd slama gw g ad mreka ngapain aj? maen poker?! g guna abis.

slalu kyk gini. klo ngumpul trs g ad PJny psti omonganny ngalor-ngidul-ksana-kmari-makin-lama-beuki-teu-puguh tea.

mn tgl 15 gw UTS lg.

perfect. just perfect.

my life had started to get better, but these people always have some kind of way to ruin it.

f**kers.

tunggu tgl main slanjutnyah..

amazing!!

2008-08-11T21:00:00.002+07:00

skrg gw jd ska A7X.

i mean, suka BANGET.

aq kmaren download gratis All Excess.

aq tonton hr ini.

bru bres tadi.

pas endingnya.

NANGIS GW.

nyampah.

abisnya mereka bilang
"you're all the best f**king friends in the whole wide world"
"Jimmy is the best drummer in the f**king world"
"Zack and Syn are the best guitarist"
"M. Shadows is the best singer in the world"
"Johnny is the coolest bass player"

mreka appreciate, admire and praised each other.

mreka bikin aku nyadar.

btapa gratefulnya gw pny sohib2 kyk Sasa Neta n Dewi.

klo g ad mreka, aq g tau aq bs tau A7X ap ngga.
klo g ad mreka, aq g tau aq ad dmn skrg.

STANDING APPLAUSE FOR AVENGED SEVENFOLD WHO HAVE SUCCEEDED TO MAKE ME CRY!!!

ANNG!!!!! FK!!!!!! BIADAB!!!!!

2008-07-23T16:11:00.002+07:00

KURANG AJAR!!!!!!

gw bru plg dr skolah, abis EC, skitar jm 3an.

nyampe rumah, pintu kbuka lebar, disekitarnya bnyk kayu. DEG!

masuk rumah..

SEMUA KAMAR ACAK-ACAKAN.

duit gw yg 50rebu diambil!! F**K!!!!
PS2 diambil!!! AN**NG!!!
laptop teteh sama camera digital, diambil!!!! BIADAB!!!!!

tapi begonya...

ambil PS2, power supply sama kabel audio videonya ngga diambil
ambil laptop, chargernya ngga diambil

DASAR COPET BLEGUG!!!!!

Ya Allah, dunia itu emang sempit bgt..

2008-07-21T20:12:00.005+07:00

aku suka sama bassist, entah kenapa mereka semua pemakai Rickenbacker Bass, Fender Presicion Bass, sama Musicman Stingray Bass.. tiga bass yg dipake JOHN DEACON.

Rick: Paul McCartney (The Beatles), John Deacon (Queen)
P-Bass: John Deacon, John Entwistle (The Who), David Desrosiers (Simple Plan), Mikey Way (My Chemical Romance), Jon Walker (Panic! at the Disco)
Stingray: John Deacon, Johnny Christ (Avenged Sevenfold)

aku suka sama gitaris, namanya dua-duanya Brian.

Queen: Brian Harold May (Brian May)
Avenged Sevenfold: Brian Elwin Haner Jr. (Synyster Gates)

dasar nu ngaranna sempit teh bener2 sempit..

Masuk SMA 22... CAPE.GILA

2008-07-16T15:23:00.001+07:00

Satgasnya nyebelin smua..

suka tiba2 buka pintu lebar2, masuk ala foto model..

knapa coba masuknya kudu sgitu grandiose-na?

aya2 wae...

tapi bersabarlah.. sebentar lagi beres...

dan hari2ku sbagai putih abu berjilbab akan dimulai!!!

YAY!!!!

BOSSCHA!!!!!!

2008-07-16T15:16:00.000+07:00

KYA KYAAAAAA!!!!

udah lama sih, tapi si liriknya blom spuluh, jadi blom bisa ngepost ini..

AKU KE BOSSCHA, MEEEEEN!!!!!!

diajakin sama Mang Ujang sama Tante Sandra, sekalian jagain si Rafi en Rifky...

mereka juga suka kesitu ternyata!!!

aku liat Zeiss, permukaan bulan, Alpha Centauri...

en aku dapet CD interaktif ttg astronomi..

dgn cara menjawab pertanyaan..

"Apa saja Satelit Galilean itu??"

"Io, Europa, Ganymede dan Callisto..."

dan dapatlah saya si CD ituh...

RAME GILEEE!!!

pengen kesana lagi!!!!

Innuendo

2008-07-13T15:22:00.005+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Freddie Mercury & Roger Taylor
Album: Innuendo

While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sands
While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land
While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbows
'Til the mountains crumble into the plain

Ooh, yes, we'll keep on trying
Tread that fine line
Ooh, we'll keep on trying
Just passing our time

While we live according to race, color, or creed
While we ruled by blind madness and pure greed
Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion
Through the eons, and on, and on

Ooh, yes, we'll keep on trying
We'll tread that fine line
Ooh, yes, we'll keep on trying
'Til the end of time
'Til the end of time

Through the sorrow, all through our splendor
Don't take offense at my innuendo

You can be anything you want to be
Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be
Be free with your tempo, be free, be free
Surrender your ego, be free, be free to yourself

If there's a God or any kind of justice under the sky
If there's point, if there's a reason to live or die
If there's an answer to the questions we feel bound to ask
Show yourself, destroy our fears, release your mask

Ooh, yes, we'll keep on trying
Tread that fine line
Yeah, we'll keep on smiling, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, and whatever will be, will be

We'll just keep on trying
'Til the end of time
'Til the end of time
'Til the end of time

Sleeping on the Sidewalk

2008-07-13T15:05:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen (Brian May)
Written by: Brian May
Album: News of the World

I was nothing but a city boy
My trumpet was my only toy
I've been blowing the horn since I knew I was born
'Cos there ain't nobody wants to know

I've been sleeping on the sidewalk
Rolling down the road
I may get hungry
But I sure don't wanna go home

So 'round the corner comes a limousine
And the biggest grin I ever seen
"Hey, sonny won't you sign right along the dotted line?"
What you saying? Are you playing? Sure you don't mean me?

I was sleeping on the sidewalk
Rolling down the road
I may get hungry
But I sure don't wanna go home

I'll tell you what happened

They took me to a room without a table
Said, "blow your trumpet into here"
I played around as well as I was able
And soon we had the record of the year

I was a legend all through the land
I was blowing to a million fans
Nothing was a missing, all the people wanna listen
You would thought I was a happy man

I was sleeping like a princess
Never touched the road
I don't get hungry
And I sure don't wanna go home

Have to have some fun

And now they tell me that I ain't so fashionable
That I owe the man a million bucks a year
So I told him where to stick the fancy label
It's just me and the road from here, yeah

Back to playing, and laying, I was back on the game

I was sleeping on the sidewalk
Rolling down the road
I sure get hungry
And I sure don't wanna go home

We Are the Champions

2008-07-13T14:55:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Freddie Mercury
Album: News of the World

I've paid my dues, time after time
I've done my sentence, but committed no crime
And bad mistakes, I've made a few
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face, but I've come through
(And I need to go on, and on, and on)

We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting, 'til the end
We are the champions, we are the champions
No time for losers, 'cos we are the champions
Of the world

I've taken my bows, and my curtain call
You've brought me fame and fortune and everything that goes in it, I thank you all
But it's been no bed of roses, no pleasure cruise
I consider it's a challenge before the whole human race, and I ain't gonna lose
(And I need to go on, and on, and on)

We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting, 'til the end
We are the champions, we are the champions
No time for losers, 'cos we are the champions
Of the world

We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting, 'til the end
We are the champions, we are the champions
No time for losers, 'cos we are the champions

We Will Rock You

2008-07-13T14:45:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Brian May
Album: News of the World

Buddy you're a boy make a big noise
Playing in the street, gonna be a big man someday
You got mud on your face, you big disgrace
Kicking your can all over the place
Singin'

We will, we will rock you
We will, we will rock you

Buddy you're a young man, hard man
Shouting in the street, gonna take on the world someday
You got blood on your face, you big disgrace
Waving your banner all over the place

We will, we will rock you
Sing it, now!
We will, we will rock you

Buddy you're an old man, poor man
Pleading with your eyes, gonna get you some peace someday
You got mud on your face, you big disgrace
Somebody better put you back on your place

We will, we will rock you
Sing it!
We will, we will rock you
Everybody, we will, we will rock you
We will, we will rock you
We will, we will rock you, alright

All Dead, All Dead

2008-07-13T14:33:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen (Brian May)
Written by: Brian May
Album: News of the World

She came without a farthing
A babe without a name
So much ado 'bout nothing
Is what she tried to say

So much ado, my lover
So many games we played
Through every fleeted summer
Through every precious day

All dead, all dead
All the dreams we had
And I wonder why I still live on

All dead, all dead
And alone I'm spared
My sweeter half instead all dead, and gone
All dead

All dead, all dead
At the rainbows end
And still I hear her own sweet song

All dead, all dead
Take me back again
You know my little friend's all dead, and gone

Her ways are always with me
I wander all the while
But please you must forgive me
I'm old but still a child

All dead, all dead
But I should not grieve
In time it comes to everyone

All dead, all dead
But in hope I breathe
Of course I don't believe you're dead, and gone
All dead, and gone

Lazing on a Sunday Afternoon

2008-07-10T13:57:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Freddie Mercury
Album: A Night at the Opera

I go out to work on Monday morning
Tuesday I go off to honeymoon
I'll be back again before it's time for sunny down
I'll be lazing on a Sunday afternoon

Bicycling on every Wednesday evening
Thursday I go waltzing to the zoo
I come from London town I'm just an ordinary guy
Fridays I go painting in the Louvre

I'm about to be proposing on a Saturday night
(There he goes again) I'll be lazing on a Sunday
Lazing on a Sunday
Lazing on a Sunday afternoon

Liar

2008-07-10T08:08:00.003+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Freddie Bulsara
Album: Queen

I have sinned dear Father
Father I have sinned
Try and help me, Father
Won't you let me in?
Liar
Oh, nobody believes me
Liar
Why don't you leave me...?

Sire I have stolen
Stolen many times
Raise my voice in anger
When I know I never should
Liar
Oh, everybody decieves me
Liar
Why don't you leave me alone...?

Liar, I have sailed the seas
Liar, from Mars to Mercury
Liar, I have drunk the wine
Liar, time after time
Liar, you're lying to me
Liar, you're lying to me

Father please forgive me
You know you'll never leave me
Please will you direct me in a right way
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, that's what they keep calling me
Liar, liar, liar

Listen, oh, you gonna listen
Mama I'm gonna be your slave (All day long)
Mama I'm gonna try behave (All day long)
Mama I'm gonna be your slave (All day long)
I'm gonna serve you 'til your dying day (All day long)
I'm gonna keep you 'til your dying day (All day long)
I'm gonna kneel down by your side and pray (All day long)
And pray (All day long)
And pray (All day long)
And pray (All day long)
(All day long, all day long, all day long) All day long
(All day long) All day long
(All day long) All day long
Yeah

Liar, liar, they never ever let you win
Liar, liar, everything you do is sin
Liar, nobody believes you
Liar, they bring you down before you begin
Ooh, now let me tell you this
So now you know you could be dead before they let you

Surrender

2008-07-07T21:29:00.003+07:00

Singer: Roger Taylor ft. Treana Morris
Written by: Roger Taylor
Album: Electric Fire

Same cycle happen everyday
Same characters, same play
My game plan's become clear
Gotta find a way outta here
There ain't no place to run
No welcome mat in my home
No love here, no life
He want a punchbag, not a wife

You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
I'm gone from you

You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
You can't reach me where
I'm gone to

I surrender
I surrender

No hope left, just pain
Whiskey on his breath, violence in his brain
Scared kids, with scarred minds
Surrender reason, love is blind
Surrender life, surrender love
Surrender belief in God above
Surrender hope, bow down to fear
Surrender life, there ain't much here

You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
I'm gone from you

You can't hurt me now
You can't hurt me now
You can't reach me where
I'm gone to

I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender

You can't reach me, you can't reach me
You can't reach me, you can't reach me
You can't reach me, you can't reach me
You can't reach me, you can't reach me

I surrender (You can't hurt me)
I surrender (You can't hurt me)
I surrender (You can't reach me)
I surrender (You can't reach me)
I surrender (You can't hurt me)

These are the Days of Our Lives

2008-07-05T15:34:00.002+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Roger Taylor
Album: Innuendo

Sometimes I get to feeling
I was back in the old days, long ago
When we were kids, when we were young
Things seems so perfect, you know
The days were endless, we were crazy, we were young
The sun was always shining, we just live for fun
Sometimes it seems like lately, I just don't know
The rest of my life seems just a show

Those were the days of our lives
The bad things in life were so few
Those days are all gone now but, one thing is true
When I look, and I find, I still love you

You can't turn back the clock
You can't turn back the tide, ain't that a shame?
I'd like to go back one time on a roller-coaster ride
When live was just a game
No use in sitting and thinking on what you did
When you can lay back and enjoy it through your kids
Sometimes it seems like lately, I just don't know
Better sit back and go with the flow

'Cos these are the days of our lives
The bad things in life were so few
These days are all gone now but, somethings remain
When I look, and I find, no change

Those were the days of our lives
The bad things in life were so few
Those days are all gone now but, one thing still true
When I look, and I find, I still love you

I still love you...

The Show Must Go On

2008-07-04T10:16:00.005+07:00

Singer: Queen
Written by: Brian May
Album: Innuendo

Empty spaces, what are we living for?
Abandoned places, I guess we know the score.
On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for?
Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime
Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore?

The show must go on
The show must go on, yeah
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking but my smile
Still stays on

Whatever happens, I leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess I'm learning (I'm learning, learning, learning)
I must be warmer now
I'll soon be turning (Turning, turning)
'Round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free

The show must go on
The show must go on, yeah, yeah
Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking but my smile
Still stays on

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly, my friends

The show must go on, yeah, yeah
The show must go on
I'll face it with a grin
I'll never giving in, on with the show

I'll top the bill, I'll overkill
I'll have to find the will to carry on
(On, with the show, with the) Show
The show must go on

(Go on, go on, go on, go on...)

John Deacon Biography

2008-06-27T18:27:00.005+07:00

Full Name: John Richard Deacon
Fame Name: John Deacon
Nickname: Johnny, Deaky
Birthplace: Oadby, Leicester, Leicestershire, England
Birth date: 19th August 1951
Parents: Arthur Henry & Lillian Molly Deacon
Sibling: Julie Deacon
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Spouse: Veronica Deacon (nee Tetzlaff)
Children: Robert, Michael, Laura, Joshua, Luke, Cameron
Instrument: Bass Guitar, Guitar, Keyboards, Piano, Synthesizer, Double Bass
Height: 175,2 cms* (sama kyk Freddie!)
Favorite Actress: Jean Alexander*
Favorite Drink: Tea
Favorite Food: Cheese on toast
Bands before Queen: Opposition, The New Opposition, The Art Opposition, Deacon.

Trademarks:
Licking fingers before playing
Following the rhythm by kicking quickly on the floor

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oiya
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Roger Taylor Biography

2008-06-27T18:22:00.006+07:00

Full Name: Roger Meddows-Taylor
Fame Name: Roger Taylor
Nickname: Rog
Birthplace: Dersingham, Norfolk, England
Birth date: 26th July 1949
Parents: Michael & Winifred Taylor
Sibling: Clare Taylor
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Spouse: (wah, agak susah jg nih ^^') Dominique Taylor (nee Beyrand) (1988) (divorce), Deborah Taylor (nee Lang) (?-2002 {klo g slh})
Children: Felix Luther Taylor, Rory Eleanor Taylor (mother: Dominique), Rufus Tiger Taylor, Tiger Lily Taylor, Lola Daisy May Taylor (mother: Debbie)
Instrument: Drums, Vocals, Keyboards, Piano, Guitar, Synthesizer
Height: 179,1 cms*
Favorite Actor: John Hurt*
Favorite Actress: Maggie Smith*
Favorite Singer(s): Bruce Springsteen, U2*
Favorite Drink(s): Vodka, and good expensive white wine*
Bands before Queen: The Bubblingover Boys, The Cousin Jacks, Beat Unlimited, Johnny Quale & The Reactions, The Reactions, Smile.

Trademark:
The only blonde in Queen
Backbeat
Sometimes using the butt of the drumstick to get an explosive drum/snare sound

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oiya
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Brian May Biography

2008-06-27T18:17:00.005+07:00

Full Name: Brian Harold May
Fame Name: Brian May
Nickname: Bri
Birthplace: Hampton, Middlesex, England
Birth date: 19th July 1947
Parents: Harold & Ruth May
Sibling: None
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Spouse: Chrissie May (nee Mullens) (1974-1988**) (divorced), Anita May (nee Dobson) (2000-present)
Children: James May, Louisa May, Emily Ruth May (all of them from Chrissie)
Instrument: Guitar, Piano, Keyboard, Vocals, Synthesizer, Ukulele-Banjo, Harp, Toy Koto
Height: 186,7 cms*
Favorite Song: "Tracks of my Ears" - Smoky Robinson*
Favorite Actor: Clint Eastwood*
Favorite Drink: Guinness*
Bands before Queen: 1984, The Left-Handed Marriage, Smile

Trademarks:
Red Special, homemade guitar
Using sixpence coins as pick
Curly hair (^^')

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oiya
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** nyontek ke us.imdb.com :D
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Freddie Mercury Biography

2008-06-27T17:04:00.006+07:00

Full Name: Farrokh Bomi Bulsara
Fame Name: Freddie Mercury
Nickname: Fred (tp dy g sk dpnggil ini...)
Birthplace: Stone Town, Zanzibar, Tanzania, Africa
Birth date: 5th September 1946
Death place: Garden Lodge, Kensington, London, England
Death date: 24th November 1991
Parents: Bomi & Jer Bulsara
Sibling: Kashmira Cooke (nee Bulsara)
Cause of Death: AIDS-related bronchopneumonia
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual
Instrument: Vocals, Keyboards, Piano, Guitar, Synthesizer
Height: 175,2 cms*
Favorite Singer: Aretha Franklin*
Favorite Actress: Marilyn Monroe*
Favorite Drink(s): Champagne, iced Vodka*
Favorite Food: Indian Food*
Favorite Animal: Koi Carp, Cats
Pets: Several cats (Delilah, Meeko, Jerry, Oscar, Tiffany, etc...)
Bands before Queen: The Hectics, Ibex, Wreckage, Sour Milk Sea, Smile.
Vocal Range: Tenor

Trademark:
Half microphone base
Overbite (^^')
Eccentric clothes (1971-1981)
Moustache (1981-1991)

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oiya
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my random facts

2008-06-27T15:45:00.006+07:00

1. gw suka Queen dari umur 4 tahun, believe it or not. fenomenal, bukan?! (bukan! hahaghx!)

2. lirik lagu Queen yg paling pertama gw hapal adl Bohemian Rhapsody, lengkap dgn opera sectionnya.

3. gw menganggap Paul Rodgers GANTENG BANGET klo lagi pke kacamata.

4. gw wkt kecil lebih cepet blajar jalan daripada blajar ngomong.

5. gw itu antisosial, lebih suka nongkrong di pojokan sendirian sambil dengerin MP3 daripada ngobrol sama tmn2.

6. gw cinta mati sama JOHN DEACON, bassist Queen.

7. pertama kali liat cover kaset Queen's Greatest Hits, gw langsung bilang orang yg ada di sebelah Freddie, yg rambutnya coklat, pke jaket yg ada tulisan Queen, GANTENG GILA. dan ternyata itu adalah John Deacon.

8. gw paling ngga bisa ngomong depan umum. singkatnya, sering kena stage fright/demam panggung.

9. gw takut sama Allah, takut sama kecoa, takut sama tikus, and most of all, gw takut sama setan.

10. gw paling lemah klo udah ngeliat cwo cakep yg rambutnya natural blond, macem Roger Taylor.

11. dari semua anggota tubuh member2 Queen, gw paling suka sama MATANYA. (kagak nahaaaan!!!)

12. kaset Queen pertama gw adl Greatest Hits. sampe sekarang, koleksi kaset Queen ada 23. 12 studio album, 3 compilation album, 3 set live album (1 set 2 kaset), 2 solo album, dan akan bertambah terus sampe lengkap!

13. surga dunia gw ada tiga, namanya TOKO KASET ANTIK, CLASSIC ROCK CAFE, sama RUMAH.

14. kalo marah (kecuali dpn ortu, cari mati itu namanya), gw sering tanpa sengaja ngomong an**ng, go**ok, f**k, s**t. (ahahahahaha!!)

15. gw mulai ngomong the f-word sejak gw nonton Shaun of the Dead.

16. gw pngn masuk astronomi, tapi ngga bisa mateka n fisika.

17. gw paling benci kalo udah ada org yg bilang gw pngn msk astronomi soalnya Brian May org astronomi.

18. gw pngn msk astronomi soalnya gw pngn ngeliat langsung supernova, supernova remnant, komet, macem2 nebula, sama white dwarf. gw dh prnah liat gbrny n gbrny KEREN BANGET.

19. klo gw nonton film smp nangis, trs nonton lagi film yg sama, nangis ngga akan keulang2, kecuali klo gw nonton The Bucket List.

20. wkt kecil gw CEREWET n BAWEL. trnyata skarang gw jadi total oppositenya. hahaha...

21. anehnya, gw brasa kna kutukan. kakeknenek gw dari kdua blah pihak meninggalnya slang-sling 2 taun. Eyang Kakung (kakek dari papa) meninggal taun 1998, terus Aki (kakek dari mama) meninggal taun 2000, Eni (nenek dari mama) meninggal taun 2002. pas taun 2004, gw pikir kutukannya ngga jalan lagi. taunya Yangti (nenek dari papa) waktu bulan Desember meninggal. abislah kakeknenek gw...

22. klo gw suka sama band member, dominan sama bassistnya mlulu. John Deacon (Queen), Paul McCartney (The Beatles), sama Johnny Christ (Avenged Sevenfold). di dunia ini banyak bgt bassist ganteng!!

23. gw paling seneng n HEBRING klo ada lagu Queen di film2, macem Highlander, Chicken Little, Happy Feet, Ella Enchanted, dll...

24. gw dulu ngga suka Brian May gara2 rambutnya ANEH BANGET. tapi sekarang, gw jadi cinta bgt sama Brian May, karena dy ganteng, dan kalo rambutnya ngga keriting n panjang, pasti BUTUT!

25. gw dulu ngga nyadar klo Roger Taylor sebenernya cakep. bru nyadar stlah Anya bilang dy ganteng.

26. gw dulu suka sama Roger, tapi sejak tau pribadinya, bisa tiba2 benci berat sm Roger.

27. gw paling ngga bisa berantem/adu mulut bneran sama Neta, Dewi n Arni, my best friends.

28. gw ngga inget masa kecil gw, palingan ingetnya mulai dari umur 4.

29. kena kecelakaan mobil cuman sekali, waktu umur 4, pulang dari Tangkuban Perahu, mobil punya polisi (bukan mobil polisi) nabrak dari belakang, si bagian kanan mobilna nyusruk ka solokan. si papamama cuman shock, gw duduk d blakang, n kjeduk jok depan, jidat benjol. si teteh, sikutnya berdarah, kena tape mobil. kita brenti, trs istirahat d restoran yg berada tepat di depan TKP.

30. kluarga inti (papamamateteharin) bisa ngasih kutukan sama restoran non-fast food yg baru buka/ngga beken. klo kita makan disitu, beberapa minggu/bulan kmudian pasti restoran itu tutup. kecuali Selaras, kita sampe 2 kli makan disitu, baru tutup. smoga Classic Rock Cafe ngga kena!!

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tunggu tanggal main selanjutnya..

subhanallah!!

2008-06-25T19:10:00.002+07:00

ad film, jdulnya "The Bucket List"

tdnya si teteh nonton ini soalnya ad tugas bikin resensi film aneh2, buat buletin kampusnya.

aku ikutan nonton, soalnya ada Morgan Freeman (Bruce Almighty) sama Jack Nicholson (Anger Management)

nontonlah si teteh, aku g bner nontonnya, soalnya sambil internetan..

endingnya...

BANJIIIIIIIIRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NANGIS DONG GUEEE!!!!!!!

trs bskny, gw nonton lg, yg bner..

biasanya, seorang Marina Savira, klo nonton satu film smp nangis, trs nonton lagi film yg sama, nangisnya ngga akan keulang2..

tapi...

GUE NANGIS LAGI DOOOOONG!!!!!

BUJUGH!!!

SAKTI ABIS NIH FILM!!!!

Wahai para pecinta film!!

saya SANGAT MEREKOMENDASIKAN film THE BUCKET LIST menjadi sasaran tontonan anda selanjutnya!!!

sakti, keren bgt, asli!!!

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