such a f**king f**k-up

my f**king foolishness has cost me my best friend.

Ina remains oblivious, whereas Dina won't even look at me, let alone talk to me now.

when I talk to her, all I got was just a mere nod or a shake of her head.

had I kept my mouth shut, this won't happen.

if I was alone, I felt lonelier now.

it's final and official.

Syn had lost his Zacky.
Gerard had lost his Frank.
Séb had lost his Pierre.
Jon had lost his Ryan.
Billy had lost his Maddens.
Patrick had lost his Pete.
Billie Joe had lost his Tré.
Jacoby had lost his Quinn.

with their loss, all that was left was just a mere vessel, empty without its soul.

just kill me now, so I won't have to cry and drown in the sadness all over again.

after the material of my stupidity was revealed, we could never look at each other with the same look on both of our faces.

when everything changes, I'll tell you.

I'll keep the updates posted.

but I doubt anything will change.

or maybe it's just me, who knows.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah..

MOMOGI

I am a creature of jealousy.
Who isn't a creature of jealousy?
If there are some, I would love to meet one.

Arin baru sadar, kalo Arin nggak benci sama Che de Rasta.

bukan benci, tapi iri.

Arin iri sama kalian yang temenan sama semua orang, sedangkan Arin rasanya susah banget mau ngomong sama kalian doang.


Arin nggak benci sama Dina n Ina.

bukan benci, tapi iri.

Arin iri bukan sama kalian, tapi sama hubungan kalian.

Arin udah kenal Dina lebih lama, tapi Dina keliatannya lebih seneng sama Ina.

Arin iri sama Ina n Dina, yang gampang banget suka n disukain orang laen.

(sukanya diliat dari sudut pandang umum, bukan romansa. tolong, ya.)

nggak, Arin nggak benci sama Ina.

Arin sayang sama Ina, Arin juga sayang sama Dina.

kalo nggak ada kalian, Arin nggak bisa ngapa-ngapain.

makasih udah mau temenan sama Arin.


mungkin udah takdirnya Arin jadi makhluk ANTIsosial.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin sendirian.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak pinter ngomong.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin pesimis.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak gampang suka sama orang laen.
mungkin udah takdirnya Arin nggak gampang disukain sama orang laen.



maap, lagi dalam mood MOMOGI.

eMO-eMO GIla.

tunggu tanggal maen slanjutnyah...

I need some moral support...

wew.

setelah ampir seminggu susah nafas.

ternyata gw divonis kena bronkhitis kronis.

dasar bodoh.

Kata Babam: "Yang sabar, OK, jangan dijadiin beban,"
Kata Dimsas: "Makanya, pake double, triple ato tremble jaket biar nggak kedinginan..."
Kata Pras: "Wah, ternyata penyakit kita sama!"
Kata Dimsum: "ASTAGHFIRULLAH... wah, teu lucu! serius!! tong patah semangat, oke bro!"

thanks, dudes.

tapi...

Kata Dina: "jahh, watir,"

...

yeah.

poor me.

i think she prefers to hang out with Ina than me now.

not much of a difference...

ternyata tetep aj ad yg g enak d klas yg skrg.

gw g sk sm muka mrk wkt ngliat gw.

seakan2 gw anak sombong/anak nyebelin.

ngga kbalik?

those f**king b***hes are pissing me the f**k off

yg 1 ceplas-ceplos, yg 1 sarkastik n sok cantik

mauny ap si?

y'know what?

those b***hes could kiss my f**king a**

be grateful that I still have the heart to help you two f**king b***hes

I have seven big words for you..

GO F**K YOURSELVES AND GO TO HELL