such a f**king f**k-up

my f**king foolishness has cost me my best friend.

Ina remains oblivious, whereas Dina won't even look at me, let alone talk to me now.

when I talk to her, all I got was just a mere nod or a shake of her head.

had I kept my mouth shut, this won't happen.

if I was alone, I felt lonelier now.

it's final and official.

Syn had lost his Zacky.
Gerard had lost his Frank.
Séb had lost his Pierre.
Jon had lost his Ryan.
Billy had lost his Maddens.
Patrick had lost his Pete.
Billie Joe had lost his Tré.
Jacoby had lost his Quinn.

with their loss, all that was left was just a mere vessel, empty without its soul.

just kill me now, so I won't have to cry and drown in the sadness all over again.

after the material of my stupidity was revealed, we could never look at each other with the same look on both of our faces.

when everything changes, I'll tell you.

I'll keep the updates posted.

but I doubt anything will change.

or maybe it's just me, who knows.

tunggu tgl maen slanjutnyah..